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Wednesday, March 26, 2025
A Review of the Book "In The Dark We Forget" by Sandra SG Wong
Monday, March 24, 2025
A Year-Long Journey Through the Sermon on the Mount: Week 11
Chapter 11 –
Peacemaking
“Blessed
are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God.” (Matt 5:9)
I’ve
always thought myself to be a peacekeeper. I dislike arguments, or when people
are fighting. Conflict makes me uncomfortable. I has once considered joining
the military, but I couldn’t imagine firing a gun at anyone or being shot at,
for that matter. Besides all of that, God’s commandments to us are based on
love – love God and love your neighbour. Well how can you love your neighbour while
also fighting with them?
According
to John Dear, when Jesus calls us to be peacemakers, he means that “we cannot
support war, participate in war, pay for war, promote war, or wage war. A
peacemaker works to end war and create peace.” (63) While I don’t disagree with
this notion of a peacemaker, and that overall nothing good comes from war,
there are reasons to fight back – against oppression, against racism, against,
homophobia and transphobia, against anything that puts a person as less than
another person.
The
second half of this beatitude states that peacemakers will be children of God.
We are all children of God, and we all deserve space in this world. But does rolling
over and taking what’s handed to us bring us closer to being children of God?
By declaring oneself to be a pacifist and not willing to fight back, doesn’t
that take away from loving the neighbour?
Again,
I say, nothing good comes from war. But a peacemaker shouldn’t be seen as
someone who stand idly by while God’s creation is destroyed. A peacemaker is
someone willing to stand up for their fellow human being, to fight for their
right to exist, and to come to their defense when being attacked. Does this resistance
need to be violent? No, but too often a peacemaker is viewed as someone
unwilling to go into battle for their neighbour.
I think it’s time we reenvisioned what it means to be a peacemaker.
Friday, March 21, 2025
Believe and Repent: A Sermon for the Third Sunday in Lent
May the words of
my mouth and the meditation of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O
God, for you are our strength and our Redeemer. Amen.
We
often feel as if we are waiting for God. Waiting for God to come. Waiting for
God to act. Waiting for God to do something. Just waiting. Waiting for
something! Maybe just waiting for a sign – for a sign from God.
The
people Jesus is talking to this morning have just asked him about a sign. Just
a few verses previously, they have asked him how to interpret the times they
are living in. What is God really up to? He just looks at them and says: “You
have no difficulty knowing that when you see the sign of clouds that it is
going to rain. And you have no difficulty knowing that when you feel the sign
of the south wind that it is going to get hot. How can you not know what is
going on? God's reign is breaking into this world – and you can't see it? Watch
for it!”
So,
then the people think for a moment and say: "Okay: how about when those Galileans
were killed by Pilate: Is that a sign of God's punishing them for their sins? Is
that how God works? Is that how God rules in this world, through powerful, evil
tyrants punishing people? Is that how God deals with human sinfulness and
waywardness?"
I
can picture Jesus just shaking his head and saying something like, “Of course that’s
not what I’m talking about!” But it would have been natural for those people
following Jesus – and it is natural for us – to think that God is at work in
the world punishing the sinful and rewarding the good. When we're confronted by
bad news, it is always tempting to wonder, "Why is God doing this to
me?" or "Why is God doing this to a person I love?" It’s
difficult to pick up a newspaper or turn on the television without encountering
vivid and often excruciating details of the latest tragedy that has befallen
innocent victims. “Why has this terrible thing happened to such innocent
people?” we often ask.
Those
Galileans must have done something to deserve to be killed, right?
That
person who got diagnosed with cancer – it’s all part of God’s plan, right?
There’s
a divine purpose to these terrible things are happening in the world, right?
But
this isn’t God's work. This isn’t God's punishment for sin. Jesus implies we
are all wayward, we are all missing the mark with our lives in some way, so
really if that is the way God really works, we should all be punished all of
the time in the same way those Galileans were.
Life
is beautiful, unpredictable, and fragile. Having good things happen doesn’t
mean you are any more blessed by God than others. And more bad things happening
doesn’t mean God intends for you to suffer. Jesus tells us that punishment is
not a sign of God's inbreaking reign.
The
truth is that the Galileans died because of a corrupt Empire that ruled through
violence and intimidation. The truth is that some people get cancer and some don’t.
So then, if it’s not blessings and punishment, what is a sign that God is
reigning?
As
usual, Jesus tells a story. There was an orchard owner who became impatient
with a fig tree in his orchard; it was bearing no fruit. So, he ordered the
gardener to cut it down. "Sir," says the gardener, "let it
alone. Let's care for the tree and treat it well and give it one more year to
produce some fruit." There, says Jesus: there is the clue to interpreting
the present time.
We
need to believe in second chances, that we are all given, by God, the grace of
a second chance to become what we were created to be: lovers of God, lovers of
our neighbours, lovers of justice, and caretakers of creation. This is the good
news! This is the sign of God's activity in the world: mercy, patience, and
grace! In this season of Lent, we are called to face our mortality and
brokenness, called to repent. Perhaps we might also hear the good news that God
is calling us to a deep mercy which brings new life where none could be
previously found.
In
Jesus' view, grace is expressed in the gift God extends to us to change, to repent,
to have a change of heart, to change the direction of our lives, to return to
the Lord, so that we are travelling in the same direction God is travelling. We
all need to repent, to change, to become the loving people God intends us to be,
to turn towards God who is creating, sustaining, and reclaiming the world.
Our
sinfulness will lead to death not because God is a punishing God but simply
because that is the way of things: sinfulness is damaging to ourselves,
damaging to one another, and damaging to creation. So, God extends us grace,
waits for us to change, and continues to nurture our change by simply loving us
as we are: sometimes barren, sometimes broken people.
We
think that we are the ones waiting for God. But it turns out, God is the one
patiently waiting for us: waiting for us to turn, to change, and to have a
change of heart and a change of direction. Waiting for us to produce good
loving fruit from being lovingly nurtured. Waiting for us to produce fruit that
is nurturing for others.
In
the story, in our translation, the gardener says to the owner, "Let [the
tree] alone." But what he actually says in Greek is, "Forgive
it." The word Jesus uses in the story here is exactly the same word he
will use later in Luke's Gospel when, from the cross, he looks down at those
who have put him there, and says, "Forgive them, Father."
Forgiveness
is the expression of grace in the gift of time to allow the other to change. Extend
to them the grace of time to change, to bear good fruit. The story is about
grace expressed in the gift of time. But the story is also about fertilizing
that barren tree with love and care. There is waiting and patience, for sure,
but there is also active tending and loving. God is at work. God is always
working. And God is at work, even now, through you.
If
you want to know how God is active in the world, do not look to violence and
tragedy – look to God's work in bringing about healing, and justice, and
reconciliation. Those are the real signs of the times. That is how God is
bringing about God's rule of love and justice and peace in the world. And all God
asks of us is to repent, to turn away from harm and suffering and back to God,
who loves us and cares for us more deeply than we can ever know. God does not
wish to see us harmed, which is why God calls us to a repentant life.
Let
us pray, in the words of Saint Francis, who had much to say about a repentant
spiritual life:
Lord,
make us instruments of your peace.
Where
there is hatred, let us sow love;
where
there is injury, pardon;
where
there is discord, union;
where
there is doubt, faith;
where
there is despair, hope;
where
there is darkness, light;
where
there is sadness, joy.
Grant
that we may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to
be understood as to understand;
to
be loved as to love.
For
it is in giving that we receive;
it
is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and
it
is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Amen.
Tuesday, March 18, 2025
A Review of the Book "Wounded Pastors" by Carol Howard and James Fenimore
Monday, March 17, 2025
A Year-Long Journey Through the Sermon on the Mount: Week 10
Chapter 10 –
Purity of Heart
“Blessed
are the pure in heart, for they will see God.” (Matt 5:8)
Things
like the law of purity and purity culture have been awful ways of telling
people how to live. You must be perfect, pure, sinless, faultless, etc or you
won’t be allowed into heaven. What an impossible way to live!
But
is that really what’s meant by Matthew 5:8? Do we really have to be clean and pure
in order to be accepted into heaven? I’m pretty sure that God is fully aware of
how imperfect we are. Humans make mistakes, make errors in judgement, lie,
cheat, steal, and so on and so forth. The people who do these things have their
reasons and it’s not our place to judge.
And
what about purity of the body? Sex before marriage, or not? Tattoos and piercings,
or not? Plastic surgery, or not? Is God really sitting there on the heavenly
throne checking off naughty and nice boxes like Santa Clause? Does God truly
expect perfection in order to open heavens gates?
In
this chapter, Thomas Merton is quoted as saying, “When we have a right
intention, our intention is pure….Only a person who works purely for God can at
the same time do a very good job and leave the results of the job to God alone.”
(60)
God
knows we are imperfect people, but God also knows when we are trying our best
to live out God’s commandment to love one another as God loves us. To be pure
in heart is not to be perfect. To be pure in heart is to “Renounce everything
that is heavy, even the weight of your sins. See only the compassion, the
infinite patience, and the tender love of Christ.” (62)
We have already been given the gift of eternal life through the death and resurrection of Jesus. We no longer have to earn access to heaven by being perfect people. God only asks that we are pure in our intentions towards one another from now until the end of our days.
Saturday, March 15, 2025
A Review of "This is Our Faith" by Ian Stuchbery
Friday, March 14, 2025
A Lament: A Sermon for the Second Sunday in Lent
May the words of
my mouth and the meditation of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O
God, for you are our strength and our Redeemer. Amen.
For
my Lent sermons this year, I’m leaning into a package that was put together by
Kate Bowler, a Canadian academic and writer from Winnipeg. She has written
several wonderful books and I recommend you go search them out.
This
week the focus is the lament and from Bowler’s package I pulled this quote from
NT Wright:
“When we practice
lament, we acknowledge the fact that things are not as they should be, and we
start to see what God hopes for in us. Part of lament requires truth-telling to
each other and to God.”
To
lament is to complain. It is a way for us to declare that the world is not as
it should be. It is said that no one likes a complainer, but we shouldn’t avoid
lamenting. Complaining to God allows us to locate ourselves in a situation and
figure out where God should be. Our complaints might help us figure out the
next right step or just help us get all our emotions out. Either way, God can
handle our complaints. God will listen. Lament invites us into a place of
truth-telling, love, and belonging.
Taking
comfort in knowing that even Jesus, and all the prophets before him, laments,
here is my lament for you:
As
the world burned, panic set in.
We
fought each other and our worst was revealed.
Where
were you when the fires raged,
When
the insults flew,
And
when the bullets were fired?
We
called your name,
Pleading
for help.
Why
didn’t you answer?
Hopelessness
overwhelmed.
As
people got sick,
As
people died,
As
people fought,
It
was as if we had been thrown into the deep end
Without
being taught to swim.
And
yet there was light.
The
earth breathed clean air for the first time in decades.
There
were people outside instead of in front of screens.
We
learned lessons of gratitude.
Was
this your answer to our call?
But
the virus raged on.
People
got bored, or felt boxed in.
Chants
of loss rung in the air,
But
they were cries about loss of freedom,
Rather
than loss of human life.
And
the worst of us was revealed again.
Have
you forgotten us?
Thrown
your hands up in despair and disgust?
Or
do you cry tears of pain as we claw our way through the long months and years?
The
end is near but what that end will be is unknown.
Do
not leave us, O God,
As
it is in these uncertain times where we need you the most.
We
lay our burdens at your feet.
We
place our worries in your hands.
We
give our heart to your heart.
Our
soul to your soul.
Do
not leave us, O God.
It’s
been five years
Since
the world first shut down,
Since
the world burned, since the panic set in.
The
virus came and the virus went,
But
the illness remains.
The
illness of fear, anger, and pain.
We
placed our burdens at your feet
And,
as promised, you did not leave us.
But
are you still there, God?
We
need you again.
We
now fight something new,
Something
bigger,
Something
scarier.
There
is no vaccine for this illness,
The
illness of fear, anger, and pain.
The
new virus is not microscopic
And
won’t be swayed by a needle.
It’s
the human ego that comes at us now
Through
hate and diatribe.
It
feels humongous and unstoppable
We
are overwhelmed.
Where
are you, O God?
Are
you still there?
Those
cast out need brought up.
Those
beaten down need to be risen.
The
outliers are struggling
With
fear, anger, and pain.
Is
there room for faith?
Is
there room for hope?
Even
the earliest disciples were scared,
They
were doubtful and tearful.
But
they knew they had Jesus.
They
knew they had God.
We
know this too,
But
sometimes we forget.
How
could we not,
When
it feels we have been left.
But
God did not leave us,
Nor
will God ever.
And
for this may we be comforted,
From
now until forever.
May
you sit in this time of lament comforted by the presence of God as a hen
gathers her brood under her wings for God will be with us as we cry out “Blessed
is the one who comes in the name of the Lord.”
Amen.
Monday, March 10, 2025
A Year-Long Journey Through the Sermon on the Mount: Week 9
Chapter 9 – The Merciful
People
wonder why the churches are so empty. Attendance has been declining for decades,
and the pandemic certainly did a number on the aged church community. A lot of
us just don’t seem to be recovering. There’s a wish to return to the past, to
when the pews were full, and all the kids were there for Sunday school.
There
are two things that could possibly be aiding the decline in church membership.
One that is often discussed is how little we talk about Jesus outside of the
church walls. We don’t evangelize. Evangelizing has become such a dirty word
that people just don’t do it. So how are people supposed to be interested in
going to church if we won’t even talk about it? If you don’t talk about Jesus,
how do you explain why you go to church?
The
second one is that the church has moved from a place where people gathered, where
community existed. It was a family. Church folks did everything together – from
barbeques to baby showers. Then cities got bigger. Attendance declined.
Reliance on church family went by the wayside. So, a change began, a movement
towards “not your grandmother’s church”. It got flashy and musical and big.
As
time went on, the decline continued because the church lost the trust of the people.
People just don’t trust the church anymore. There’s been so much harm and damage
done to society by churches, in the name of churches, in the name of God…why
would people trust the church?
Back
on January 30, the Rt. Reverend Mariann Edgar Budde, the Bishop of Washington, delivered
the 2025 Inauguration Prayer Service Address. It was a moving sermon that called
for unity, dignity, honesty, humility, compassion, and, most importantly,
mercy. She ended her sermon with these words,
“In the name of
our God, I ask you to have mercy upon the people in our country who are scared
now. There are gay, lesbian, and transgender children in Democratic,
Republican, and Independent families, some who fear for their lives. And the
people, the people who pick our crops and clean our office buildings, who labor
in poultry farms and meat packing plants, who wash the dishes after we eat in
restaurants and work the night shifts in hospitals. They may not be citizens or
have the proper documentation, but the vast majority of immigrants are not
criminals. They pay taxes and are good neighbors. They are faithful members of
our churches and mosques, synagogues, and temples. I ask you to have mercy on
those in our communities whose children fear that their parents will be taken
away and that you help those who are fleeing war zones and persecution in their
own lands, to find compassion and welcome here. Our God teaches us that we are
to be merciful to the stranger for we were all once strangers in this land. May
God grant us the strength and courage to honor the dignity of every human
being, to speak the truth to one another in love. and walk humbly with each
other and our God for the good of all people. The good of all people in this
nation and the world.”
Such
a simple concept – to have mercy on others. But it caused such an outrage. People
cried out, “How dare do you talk to the president that way?” Instead, they should
have been saying, “Yes, we should have mercy on our fellow human beings. Yes, we
should have compassion for people. Yes, we should be able to have empathy for
others.” It is through mercy that we can reflect what the church is supposed to
be about – loving and caring for our neighbours.
The trust is gone because of the harm. We, as Christians, as churchgoers, will have to do some really hard work to regain the trust of society. Trust takes only a moment to be broken and years to regain. But we must do that work. The only way we will regain that trust is through hard work and plenty of mercy.
Thursday, March 6, 2025
Terrible and Beautiful: A Sermon for the First Sunday in Lent
May the words of
my mouth and the meditation of all our hearts be acceptable in your sight, O
God, for you are our strength and our Redeemer. Amen.
You
don’t have to go very far to find the wilderness, most days we wake-up living in
that reality. Things in this world are not as they should be – no matter how hard
we try to look at the bright side or have a cheerful attitude. Despite living
in God’s beautiful creation, we know that there are all kinds of terrible
things that happen to us, as well.
Living
in the wilderness is a metaphor used throughout scripture to describe these
uncertain, unpredictable seasons. The wilderness can look different to each
person. What does the wilderness look like to you? Have you been diagnosed with
a terminal illness? Are you experiencing loneliness? Are there changes
happening in your life that are causing you fear or anxiety?
There
are a plenty of reasons why we would find ourselves living in the wilderness. The
good news is that we are never alone in these times of uncertainty, and we’re
not the only one to experience unpredictable seasons. Today’s text reminds us
that we are never alone during these terrible and beautiful days, that through
our relationship with God, the Holy Spirit will be with us each step of the
way.
Today’s
reading in Luke is the familiar story of Jesus’ temptations in the wilderness. If
you remember back into Chapter 3, Jesus has just come from being baptized by John
in the River Jordan and being named and identified as the Son of God. And what’s
the first thing God does? Send him out into the wilderness.
Most
of the story takes place in the dialogue between Jesus and the devil. Underlying
the dialogue between the devil and Jesus are two competing storylines. The
devil offers a storyline of self-indulgence (make yourself bread from stones),
self-aggrandizement (all the nations of the world will belong to you if you
worship me), and self-serving religious identity (if you are the son of God
cast yourself from the top of the temple).
Meanwhile,
Jesus responds with quotations drawn from the Hebrew Scriptures that show
awareness of the true source of life and identity (he knows that life is more
than food), his reliance on God (the one worthy of true worship and service),
and his understanding of God’s character (not one to be tested). Jesus’
responses are rooted in an underlying narrative that he is dependent on God
rather than self for life, glory, and identity.
We
often think of wilderness as the times and places, the experiences in our lives
when God seemed absent. The times of illness or suffering, the times of
workplace strife or family conflict. The times of addiction and doubt, of grief
and depression. And yet, wilderness is where God meets God’s people, while all
these other things are simply part of the experiences of human life. They are
part of the baggage we carry everyday. While the wilderness was a place fraught
with danger, it was the place where God’s people met their God. God always
showed up in the wilderness, and God’s people were not left to suffer alone.
God
sent Abraham into the wilderness with the promise of land and descendants.
Moses and the Israelites wandered the wilderness for 40 years, while God
provided water from the gushing rock, and manna and quail to eat. Elijah was
sent out as young man to save the people of Israel, and along the way God
provided water at the stream and food delivered by wild ravens.
So,
perhaps Jesus being sent into the wilderness was less about being tested and
more about sitting with God, learning what it will mean to be the Son of God. Perhaps
after such amazing but heavy news, Jesus just needed some time to be with God in
prayer and contemplation.
We
can’t ignore, though, that there were some rather incredible temptations placed
in front of Jesus during that time in the wilderness. When you’re as famished
as Jesus would have been, it could have been easy to accept that loaf of bread.
Considering what’s happening in the world around us, wouldn’t be amazing to
have the power that Jesus is being offered, or the chance to simply walk away
from everything and care only for yourself? Would you have been able to turn
down such temptations?
Sometimes
we will have terrible days where we succumb to temptation. Sometimes we are driven
into the wilderness by our fear and doubt. We may try to find ways to cope,
find comfort, or we even try to take control. The terrible days are when we forget
that God is always by our side, that we can leave our temptations in God’s hands,
and that the Holy Spirit is there to guide us through and out of the
wilderness.
But
other times we will have beautiful days where we feel the Holy Spirit within us
and are able to keep temptations at bay. Jesus may have been physically alone
in the wilderness, but he was never truly alone. The Holy Spirit was always by
his side. God was by his side. The presence of the devil, or the tempter, doesn’t
mean the absence of the Holy Spirit, or of God. Jesus knew that and so he was
able to respond to the devil’s temptations with confidence in his dependence on
God.
Throughout
your life, there will be both terrible and beautiful days, and Jesus will be
there for all of them. We will never walk in the wilderness alone because we
are God’s beloved children, and we are filled with the Holy Spirit. Believe it!
Amen.