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Tuesday, January 23, 2024
A Review of the Book "God Engines" by John Scalzi
Friday, January 19, 2024
You Can Run but You Can't Hide: A Sermon for the 3rd Week After Epiphany
Grace, mercy, and peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour. Amen.
Although
I’m sure everyone knows how it goes, Jonah’s story isn’t one we hear very often
in our lectionary. The Book of Jonah is only four chapters long, but we only
get a few phrases of it this morning. So, I’m going to back up the story a
little bit.
One
day, God said to Jonah, "Go to the city of Nineveh and tell the people who
live there that they are a very wicked people and that they need to change
their ways." But Jonah didn’t want to go to Nineveh. He didn’t like the
people in that city, and maybe he was afraid of them and of the size of the
city. So, Jonah decided to run away and hide from God. He caught the first ship
out of town and headed in the opposite direction from where God told him to go.
Jonah
learned a very important lesson that day. He learned that you might run from
God, but you cannot hide. Jonah got on that ship and hid way down deep inside.
"Surely God won't find me here," Jonah thought. But God sent a big
storm and tossed that boat around so much that the other sailors thought they
were going to drown.
They
found Jonah in the bottom of the ship and asked him, "Who are you and what
are you doing here?" Jonah answered, "I am a worshiper of the God of
heaven, who made the land and the sea." Jonah told the sailors that he was
running from God because he didn't want to go to Nineveh as God had told him to
do.
When
the sailors learned that Jonah was running from God, they were even more
afraid. "What should we do to stop this terrible storm?" the sailors
asked. "Throw me overboard into the sea," Jonah answered, "and
the sea will become calm." The sailors picked up Jonah and threw him into
the sea and the storm stopped at once.
Did
Jonah drown in the sea? No! God sent a great fish to swallow Jonah, and he was
inside the fish for three days and three nights. Spending all that time inside
the great fish gave Jonah plenty of time to think. He prayed to the Lord from
inside the fish. He confessed that he had been wrong to run from the Lord and
promised to fulfill his promises to God.
God
caused the fish to spit Jonah out onto the shore. Then the Lord spoke to Jonah
again and said, "Get up and go to Nineveh and deliver the message that I
have given you." This time Jonah obeyed the Lord's command and went to
Nineveh.
Unlike
some of the other books in the bible, it’s pretty hard to believe that Jonah’s
story is historical. More than like it is meant to be taken as satire. But Jonah
is more than just a big fish tale. It is a humourous story about a lousy
prophet, a story filled with surprise and humor and pokes fun at would-be
prophets who are called to proclaim a God of love and acceptance but instead stand
on the street corner announcing that God hates everyone who is not like they
are.
Jonah
was called by God to spread the word of God, to be a prophet. But, unlike Simon,
Andrew, James, and John, he doesn’t leave what he’s doing and immediately
follow God’s call. He jumps on the first boat going in the opposite direction
and he hides in the hold of the ship, hoping that somehow God won’t take
notice.
Imagine
if Simon, Andrew, James, and John, upon encountering Jesus, jumped into their
fishing boats and rowed like madmen for the opposite shore, as far away from
this dangerous itinerant preacher as they could get.
That’s
what Jonah did.
Jonah
got as far away from God, and God’s bizarre instructions, as he could get. Go
to Nineveh? The capital of the Assyrian Empire, that destroyer of Israel, that
brutal occupying force? It was unthinkable.
Jonah
runs away, but God sends a storm. The sailors are more pious than Jonah but
they eventually, reluctantly throw Jonah overboard. The sea calms down
immediately and so the sailors accept the existence of God.
God
then calls on a big fish to swallow Jonah whole, who is then stuck in there for
three days and three nights. Jonah, totally immersed in sea water and fish
blubber, does end up praying to God. It was a self-serving prayer, with the
sole purpose of saving Jonah’s life. God hears Jonah’s prayer. God speaks to
the great fish, and the fish spits him out onto dry land.
That’s
where we enter the story with today’s reading. God, once again, tells Jonah to
go to Ninevah to deliver the message to change and repent. And, this time,
still covered in sea water and fish saliva, Jonah obeys. He walks into the city
and preaches the shortest and most hopeless sermon ever recorded, “Forty days
more, and Nineveh will be overthrown!” Where was the promise, the hope, the
love of God in this sermon?
The
people of Nineveh believed Jonah without question, just like Simon, Andrew, James,
and John believed Jesus without question. The Ninevites believed that God is
about to destroy them, spewed acts and words of repentance, and changed their
lives so completely that God forgave them and decided to not bring about any
punishment regarding their actions.
That
would make Jonah the most successful prophet in the bible! Every person in
Nineveh believed Jonah and turned to God. But instead of celebrating, Jonah
storms off and pouts under a tree. Jonah wants God to punish those nasty
Ninevites for all of the terrible things they have done. That God did not
punish the Ninevites was shocking to Jonah. And the prospect of worshipping in
the same pew with a repulsive Ninevite, those newly repentant folk in the city
dancing and singing for joy at their newfound faith, fills him with disgust.
Jonah’s
story ends with God asking Jonah why the Ninevites don’t deserve God’s care,
grace, and love but we don’t get to hear Jonah’s answer. We are left hanging.
Jonah
is a prophet gone bad and, unfortunately, he is alive and well and living among
us, and too often, in us.
Here’s
the thing about following the call of God in and through the waters: God is God
and does not act as we think God should act. In good faith, we follow where we
hear God’s call, we go to the city, or the suburb, or to the small town, or the
rural community, and we are prepared to bring God’s word to that place, and
what we find is that God is already there before us. We find that no people,
and no place, not even Nineveh, can be called God-forsaken. God is everywhere,
even before we get there.
Whenever
we read the Bible and use it to exclude, deny, and reject living creatures of
God, there is Jonah.
Whenever
we say we will follow God but in fact follow our own desires, our own narrow-minded
ways, there is Jonah.
Whenever
we hope that persons who are not like us, who do not sound like us or think
like us or act like us, should be removed from the earth by some edict of God,
there is Jonah.
Think
of a person you find difficult to love. Now consider the fact that the God that
loves you, loves them just as much.
The
same God who gave Jonah a second chance gives the people of Nineveh a second
chance, and we can’t begrudge that kind of mercy.
God
is gracious and merciful, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love. May
this loving and merciful God quell the Jonahs in our hearts and in our lives.
Amen.
Tuesday, January 16, 2024
A Review of the Book "Discovering Hope" by David Poling-Goldenne & L Shannon Jung
Saturday, January 13, 2024
The Touch of God
Jeremiah 18:1-11
The word that came to Jeremiah from the Lord: “Come, go down to the potter’s house, and there I will let you hear my words.” So I went down to the potter’s house, and there he was working at his wheel. The vessel he was making of clay was spoiled in the potter’s hand, and he reworked it into another vessel, as seemed good to him. Then the word of the Lord came to me: Can I not do with you, O house of Israel, just as this potter has done? says the Lord. Just like the clay in the potter’s hand, so are you in my hand, O house of Israel. At one moment I may declare concerning a nation or a kingdom that I will pluck up and break down and destroy it, but if that nation, concerning which I have spoken, turns from its evil, I will change my mind about the disaster that I intended to bring on it. And at another moment I may declare concerning a nation or a kingdom that I will build and plant it, but if it does evil in my sight, not listening to my voice, then I will change my mind about the good that I had intended to do to it. Now, therefore, say to the people of Judah and the inhabitants of Jerusalem: Thus says the Lord: Look, I am a potter shaping evil against you and devising a plan against you. Turn now, all of you, from your evil way, and amend your ways and your doings.
1 Corinthians 11:23-26
For I received from the Lord what I also handed on to you, that the Lord Jesus on the night when he was betrayed took a loaf of bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, “This is my body that is for you. Do this in remembrance of me.” In the same way he took the cup also, after supper, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood. Do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” For as often as you eat this bread and drink the cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.
As I came into my third decade of life I had a life-changing moment, a spiritual conversion of sorts. It came at a Maundy Thursday service in 2010 when I was asked to passage from the 1st Letter from Paul to the Corinthians, “For I received from the Lord what I also handed on to you, that the Lord Jesus on the night when he was betrayed took a loaf of bread, and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, ‘This is my body that is for you. Do this in remembrance of me.’ In the same way he took the cup, saying, ‘This cup is the new covenant in my blood. Do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.’ For as often as you eat this bread and drink the cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes.”
I spent almost my entire life swinging from all-out believer to apparent atheist and back again. As a kid, I only went to church to be with my grandma but always loved the stories and the music. In my teens years I was too busy for church and no one I knew believed in God, so I decided I didn’t either. However, there were still times when I went to church – usually during occasions of sorrow, or confusion. I never could explain my need to go to church, and it certainly didn’t make me go on a regular basis. But for brief, inexplicable moments, I found peace in those buildings.
Everything changed when I had my eldest child. Suddenly, it was very important to me that they be baptized and raised in a church. During the Baptismal interview, my newly-found minister asked me one very important question – why do I want my child to be baptized? I couldn’t answer that question right away – I just knew it was something I had to do, something my heart was telling me to do.
Subsequently, we started coming to church. Only on Mondays at first, as it was a more laid-back, contemplative service where you could choose how much you participated. I was very hesitant in the beginning, unsure of my beliefs and my reasons for being there. I didn’t even take part in communion the first few times we came.
I did, however, decide to attend services during Holy Week, beginning with Maundy Thursday. I was asked at the last minute to read the Epistle and, having not read a bible in many years, had no idea what I was about to read. I think I hesitated somewhere around “this is my body”. The realization of the words I was about to speak struck me speechless. The Eucharistic Prayer is such an important part of Jesus’ story; I was humbled and honoured to be speaking these words aloud. Silly as it seems, in my head, these words should have only been spoken by priests.
Suddenly, I felt the weight something on my right shoulder, like a hand lending comfort and strength. I looked over but of course there was no one there. Just the priest, sitting in her chair, head down in prayer and listening to the reading. It was a very powerful moment. I knew in my heart that God touched my shoulder that night, telling me it was okay to go on, to finish reading the prayer. I felt a presence in those words, a presence that I felt physically, emotionally, and spiritually. As my lips sounded out the words of the Eucharistic prayer, I knew my life had changed forever. That night, I became a disciple of Jesus.
That’s when I really started listening to the readings, to the songs, to the prayers. I learned the Lord’s Prayer as a child, but I never really listened to the words. Same with all the music. Most of it was the same as when I was younger, but only after that Maundy Thursday service I really started to understand the meaning of the words behind the music.
As I began hearing the words, not just listening to them, I finally understood what God had been trying to say to me all these years – that God is here, that God wants to be a part of my life, and that God loves me. God’s words are beautiful and have changed my life.
I have received so many lessons throughout my life that I finally stopped to listen and let God’s hands guide me in the right direction. As easy as clay in a potter’s hands, a person can be reshaped by turning their mind and heart to God. By reading the word of God, praying to God, and listening to God, we can all be the clay in the hands of the Divine Potter.
Questions for reflection:
1. Sometimes we need a little nudge to head in the right direction. Have you ever had a moment in your life where you could physically feel the touch of God?
2. Doubt and faith have always walked together. Have you always believed in God, or did you have a spiritual conversation of some kind?
God calls us to be evangelists. Are you willing to talk about the moments where God touches your life, or do you keep it tucked away inside your heart?A New Perspective: A Sermon for the 2nd Week After Epiphany
Grace, mercy, and peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour. Amen.
The
good thing about how our liturgy is set up is that you get to hear 4 pieces of
scripture each Sunday. It gives us preachers lots of choice about which reading
we’ll concentrate on that week. The bad thing about it is that it’s really easy
to avoid the harder readings.
Because
let’s face it – the bible isn’t the easiest book to read. And a piece like the
one we heard from Corinthians this morning sounds just awful. It makes you wonder
why, when so much of the rest of the book is left out, the lectionary puts this
reading in there. I’m sure it wasn’t the easiest one to read out loud, either.
In some translations, “fornication” is “sexual immorality”, and “fornicator” is
“sexual immoral person” which, in my opinion, makes it sound even worse.
It
would be easy to simply put it aside and talk about callings. Both Samuel and
John talk about callings – how Samuel hears God calling his name but doesn’t
understand what’s happening until the priest Eli clears it up for him. Good
thing too because after accepting his calling, Samuel goes on to be pretty
important in biblical history.
Or
about how Philip calls Nathanial to “come and see” the man from Nazareth “whom
Moses in the law and also the prophets” spoke about and, upon meeting him, Nathanial
heard and followed his call to be with Jesus.
Sometimes,
though, we need to talk about the hard stuff. The stuff that makes us cringe,
or gives us goosebumps, or makes us question. Maybe that’s why the lectionary
throws these rough bits as us – to see if we’re strong enough to tackle them on
a Sunday morning. Today is going to be one of those days.
The
reason I decided to take on the reading from Corinthians is not only because of
what it contains, but because of what it follows. In the Common English Bible, 1
Corinthians 6:9-11 reads like this:
“Don’t
you know that people who are unjust won’t inherit God’s kingdom? Don’t be
deceived. Those who are sexually immoral, those who worship false gods,
adulterers, both participants in same-sex intercourse, thieves, the greedy,
drunks, abusive people, and swindlers won’t inherit God’s kingdom. That is what
some of you used to be! But you were washed clean, you were made holy to God,
and you were made right with God in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and in
the Spirit of our God.”
This
is what’s called a clobber passage. It’s one of the many verses in the bible
used to propagate hate against the 2SLGBTQ+ community, supposedly giving biblical
proof that God is against two people of the same gender being together and that
if you only give yourself to God, you will be cured.
Now
Paul definitely had his hang ups with sex and marriage but if you go back to
translations before the mid-20th century, there is no indication
Paul had anything against homosexual relationships. In fact, Paul didn’t like
sex at all! He didn’t believe in it; he didn’t believe in marriage to another
person. For Paul, it was all about a marriage to God and that anything else was
completely unnecessary.
Now
I’m not here to give a lecture on sex and marriage. What I want to do today is
give a different perspective about what Paul is getting to here, in this
portion of his letter to the Corinthians, when he talks about “sexual
immorality.” I want to talk about it as a way to take back some of the power
from the people who are using the passage for hateful propaganda, and because I
think it’s important that we don’t ignore the hard parts of the bible. (If we
did that, we’d never read it!)
There
are a couple of Greek words in these verses with multiple meanings that trip
people up. These words are malakoi and arsenokoitai. Pulling from
Holly Heron’s writing in the Queer Bible Commentary, in moral discourse, Malakoi
is translated to describe those who are morally weak: for example, men who
enjoy luxury and live decadently. But it could also refer to ‘a man who allowed
himself to be penetrated’. However, to limit the term to this meaning is simply
wrong and is where all the trouble stems from.
Arsenokoitai can be understood
to be a male prostitute or a man who has sex with other men, but the term also occurs
elsewhere not in conjunction with adultery or prostitution, but economic
exploitation, thus suggesting it refers to prostitution or pimping.
If
malakoi is understood as decadence and arsenokoitai as pimping,
then the entire list of vices in verses 9-11 can be seen to revolve around
behaviors that involve excess and exploitation, behaviors that ultimately place
one’s own interested at odds with God’s covenant relationship with humankind. In
other words, Paul is not talking about same-sex relationships at all.
In
pretty much every one of his letters, his main concern is that everyone needs
to love one another in community. So, when Paul rattles on about all of these
vices, he is talking about all of the things people are doing that are hurtful and
harmful to the community. In the case of these specific verses, Paul’s underlying
plea to the people of Corinth is that just because something is legal doesn’t
mean you should do it.
What
I mean is that in Corinth during the time of Roman dominance, sexual behaviour was
very regulated, and it was assumed that if something was legal then it was also
moral. There was no distinction between legality and morality. For example, Emperor
Augustus created the adultery law which stated that if a woman was unfaithful
to her husband, then she must divorce him. Which was pretty major because then she
lost everything – no place to live, she would be shunned by the community, she
would have nothing left. However, a married man could have sex with anyone
without penalty.
In
his letter, Paul is challenging doing what you want because it’s legal. He is
trying to tell the Corinthians that just because something is legal, or moral
in the eyes of the law, doesn’t mean it’s right, or beneficial to the community.
Paul says that if you are hurting another person, you are hurting the
community, and thus hurting God.
The
key factor here is understanding that you should never use any sort of method
to manipulate another person, whether it be sex or money or anything else. In
these verses, Paul doesn’t care who’s with who and in what way. What he does
care about is if what you’re doing is raising up or tearing down the community.
In
his letter to the Corinthians, Paul isn’t really talking about sex, drugs,
alcohol, or rock and roll. He is talking about freedom. The people of Corinth
believed their freedom as Christians meant that they were free of all rules
concerning their behaviour – that they could do what they want because God gave
them ultimate freedom.
Paul’s
challenge to that, though, is that although we have freedom, we also belong to
God, that our body is a temple full of the Holy Spirit. He argues that our bodies
are not our own but are a gift from God. And not only our body, but the body of
friend and foe, neighbour and enemy, and every member of the community.
Imagine
if we treated each others’ bodies as temples. What would that mean? If we
understood every person to be a gift from God, it would certainly be harder to
manipulate anyone by any sort of method, wouldn’t it?
And
what if we treated ourselves as temples? I have heard many a statement that if
we treated our bodies as temples we wouldn’t drink or do drugs, we would eat
better and exercise more. Sometimes it’s more than that though. To treat your
body as a temple is to respect yourself, to love yourself, and to know that you
are and always will be a child of God.
May
you always remember that the Holy Spirit dwells within you. Honor this indwelling
by giving glory to God through loving yourself and one another. This is the
freedom that God has given us.
Amen.
Friday, January 5, 2024
A Review of the Book "Jonny Appleseed" by Joshua Whitehead
Monday, January 1, 2024
Progress, Seen and Unseen
For my birthday, my mom bought me a wooden puzzle of a train. Now, this isn’t your typical puzzle. It’s 3-D and the pieces are extremely tiny. It is delicate and intricate work. I was excited to receive this gift because I absolutely love trains, but as I was daunted by the task it got put on the shelf to spend its days gathering dust. I was too nervous about whether or not my hands and my eyes were up to the challenge of something so new. Building blocks made of plastic I’ve got down! But small pieces of wood that could easily break in my hands?
Taking on new things can be scary. It puts us in a
vulnerable position of possible judgement and ridicule. When you don’t know how
to do something, your rate of failure is higher than if you were doing
something that you’ve done dozens of times before. Making the decision to take
that first step into the unfamiliar is frightening. Will you fail? Will you
succeed? The key is taking that first step because if you don’t, you’ll never
know! It is a courageous thing, taking that first step, taking the chance that
you will make mistakes or that someone might tease you. The discernment is
deciding which one you’d regret more – trying something new and failing, or
never trying anything new at all? And, just maybe, you might succeed on the
first try!
These decisions about trying something new tend to be most
prominent around New Year’s. As the year comes to a close, people begin posting
wrap-ups about what happened to them during the year, mostly their high points
because we all know that posting low points doesn’t get the likes on social
media, and what their plans and goals are for the next year. Their New Year’s
resolutions.
The issue I have, and have had for myself pretty much every
year, is it’s easy to make a list of things that you want to accomplish
throughout the year. Lose weight. Exercise more. Learn a new language. Go back
to school. All kinds of things could be put on the list. It’s easy to make the
list. And it’s also easy to give up on the list when we don’t see immediate and
visible progress. In a society that is becoming increasingly dependent on
instant gratification, when we don’t see a quick effect in our lives, we tend
to just quit and move on.
Similar to trying something new, keeping up with that
something new is just as hard. Most things in life won’t have instant success
or visible progress. How many of you have children who you know are growing,
but you don’t truly see it until you look at old pictures? How many of you have
tried to lose weight but when nothing happens in the first couple of weeks, you
get discouraged? But then someone else points out that your face looks different?
Progress can be both seen and unseen. So often it takes
looking back on life to see the changes that have taken place. And, if we’re really
honest, sometimes it takes an outsider’s perspective to point out those changes
to us.
Just before Christmas, I decided that I would pull the wooden train puzzle off the shelf, dust it off, and give it a try. Doing the work close up, I don’t see the progress. But each time I pull back and look at the bigger picture, there it is. Progress. What started as sheets of tiny pieces is starting to transform into a train. I still have many steps and need much patience, but progress is there. I just need to keep going.






