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Saturday, December 13, 2025
A Review of the Book "Daring to Share" by Sandra Beardsall, Mitzi Budde, and William McDonald
Friday, December 12, 2025
A Song of Joy: A Sermon for the 3rd Sunday of Advent
Prepare our
hearts, oh God, to receive your word. Silence every voice in us but your own,
so that we may hear your word. Amen.
The third Sunday in Advent is a rare moment when
Protestant churches pay a little attention to Mary, mother of God. Mary is the
first Christian – the first one to say “yes” to God’s crazy scheme to save the
world through an unmarried Jewish teenager from the sticks. She is present at
key points in Jesus’ ministry and even at his ascension and at Pentecost. She
is a friend of the poor, mother of believers, the one who taught Jesus to pray
and who teaches us.
The Canticle from the Gospel of Luke heard today is
all about Mary. It’s her song of joy that is part of her resounding “yes” to
God. Her beautiful song of praise is commonly called the Magnificat, from the
Latin for “magnify.” Mary magnifies the Lord, proclaiming God’s greatness and
rejoicing in God as Savior. She begins with God’s actions in her own life, for
in choosing her to be the mother of the Messiah, the Mighty One has indeed
“done great things for” her.
In Luke’s Gospel, we are told that Mary spent three
months early in her pregnancy with her relative Elizabeth, who was also
pregnant with her child, a child that would become John the Baptist. In the
lines leading up to Mary’s Song of Praise, Elizabeth had just welcomed and
honored her, saying, “blessed is she who believed.” Mary now recognizes with
awe that not only Elizabeth, but all generations will call her blessed. But how
blessed is she, really?
God has chosen her to be the mother of the Messiah,
but in practical terms what does that mean for her? She is not from a family
that can afford expensive food or clothing. She is a nobody, a peasant girl
from a small village. Her friends and neighbors see her as a disgrace because
she is unmarried and pregnant. Even Joseph was going to dump her. According to
Matthew 1:19, “Her husband Joseph, being a righteous man and unwilling to
expose her to public disgrace, planned to dismiss her quietly.” Being the
mother of the Messiah is scarcely an unmixed blessing. She will bear the
unspeakable grief of watching as her son is rejected, shamed, and crucified:
“This child is destined for the falling and rising of many in Israel … and a
sword will pierce your own soul too”.
Despite all this, Mary praises God for honoring her. Imagine
the kind of strength it takes to praise God for upheaving her life, a life
foretold to lead to a mother’s worst fear – outliving their child. Not to
mention the fact that her child’s death will be utterly gruesome. I say again,
despite all this, Mary praises God for honoring her. Mary sings about the God
who saves not just souls, but embodied people. The God she celebrates is not
content merely to point people toward heaven; God’s redemptive work begins here
on earth. God fills the hungry not only with hope, but with food. Rather than
being satisfied with comforting the lowly, Mary’s Lord lifts them up, granting
them dignity and honor, a seat at the table, and a voice in the conversation.
At the same time, God shows strength by disrupting the
world’s power structures, dethroning rulers, and humbling the mighty. Clearly
such saving acts are good news for the poor and lowly, but what does Mary’s
song mean for the wealthy and the powerful? Is there nothing but judgment for
them?
Though judgment and salvation may seem like opposites,
they go hand in hand. Those who stand in awe only of themselves and their own
power will be judged. Yet by bringing them down – by emptying and humbling them
– God is saving them. When they turn their gaze from themselves and their own
accomplishments, when their awe is directed to God – then there is mercy for
them, too. When God empties the rich of their excess and fills the hungry with
good things, the result is not social reversal as much as it is social
leveling. The rich and powerful are stripped of their arrogance and taught to
love their neighbors as they love themselves. Thus God provides for the poor
and honors the humiliated. When the arrogant are scattered and the powerful
brought down, then every person has access to enough of the world’s resources,
and no one has too much. Every person is treated with dignity and respect, and
no one uses power to harm.
Ultimately, Mary’s song, The Magnificat, is a cry for
justice. The rich, the proud, and the powerful who will all be brought down and
scattered away, empty, are those who make it impossible for the hungry to be
fed and the impoverished to be lifted up. James’s letter also reminds us to be
aware of the suffering that is caused by the world’s corrosive and corrupting
values. When James exhorts his readers to wait for the coming of the Lord, he
not only instructs them to wait with patience, he presupposes that they are
doing so in the midst of suffering. To read James in the season of Advent is to
take time to pause, reflect, and recognize where in our lives we are unprepared
to welcome Christ anew, and what values and choices have closed us off to
Christ’s presence in our midst. Reading James in the rhythm of the liturgical
year is a corrective that cuts through the distractions of the “holiday season”
and calls our attention back to Advent. James reminds us that this liturgical
season of preparation is also a season of repentance and penance that must take
seriously the suffering in our midst. Waiting patiently for the day of the Lord
is, as James’ entire letter suggests, a time for recognizing the values that
shape our lives and communities and recalibrating them, as need be, so that
they may be in accord with the wisdom that is from above.
James’ letter along with Mary’s song magnifies the
Savior who loves the whole world with a love that makes creation whole. God’s
saving judgment is for all of us, bringing us down from the pride that fills us
with ourselves until we can’t see either God or neighbor, bringing us up from
the shame that distorts our worldview and convinces us that no one, not even
God, could love us.
The mother of the Messiah has experienced God’s
blessing. Mary’s blessing, like ours, is a cross-shaped blessing, a blessing
that brings true freedom, the priceless gift of God’s salvation.
As is sung by Steve Bell, in his song called
“Magnificat”:
My soul proclaims the greatness of the Lord
And my spirit exalts in God my Saviour
For He has looked with mercy on my lowliness
And my name will be forever exalted
For the mighty God has done great things for me
And His mercy will reach from age to age
And holy, holy, holy is His name
(Listen to the song HERE)
Tuesday, December 9, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 49
Chapter 49 – False
Prophets
Beware of false prophets, who come to you in sheep’s clothing but inwardly are ravenous wolves. You will know them by their fruits. Are grapes gathered from thorns or figs from thistles? In the same way, every good tree bears good fruit, but the bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, nor can a bad tree bear good fruit. Every tree that does not bear good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire. Thus you will know them by their fruits. (Matthew 7:15-20)
Scot McKnight urges us to turn this text back to ourselves like a mirror and ask, “Am I the false prophet of this text?” (p. 310) I will admit that sometimes I’m guilty of this – being patient, kind, compassionate, and all the other qualities that make me a good priest while I’m at the office, the church, or in collar…but then at other times, I’m impatient, easily angered, and other not-so-nice qualities. In these times I pray to understand why this is happening and what I can do to rectify it.
False prophets are found elsewhere in our world; they are all over the place. Have you ever watched a baseball player hit a homerun and when he gets to home plate, he points to the sky in thanksgiving? Or how about when a natural disaster occurs and someone goes onto social media and declares that God sent the disaster to wipe out *insert any marginalized group here*? And then there are the megachurches…
According to Gene Davenport, false prophets are often sincere, truly believing themselves to be messengers of God. (p. 312) However, these same people often think that every problem has a simple solution. A quick quote from the bible and all will be well again. False prophets will tell you that nothing needs to be done during a crisis because God will take care of it. Pray it away! (Whatever “it” may be.)
But life isn’t
that simple. Life is messy. Life is complicated. So, beware of false prophets
who tell you that prayer alone will help. Jesus tells us that bearing good
fruit, having action behind your prayers, is what will get you through this
messy and complicated life.
Sunday, December 7, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 48
Chapter 48 – Two
Ways
Enter through the narrow gate, for the gate is wide and the road is easy that leads to destruction, and there are many who take it. For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life, and there are few who find it. (Matthew 7:13-14)
Throughout this book, there have been many great theologians, prophetic voices, and other inspirational sources. This chapter begins with quoting directly the first section of the Didache. This is not a source I recognized so I did a bit of Googling (yes, that’s now a verb.)
“The Didache (did-a-key), Διδαχή, or The Teaching of the Twelve Apostles, is an early Christian text that most scholars date to the first or early second century.” This document was used as a manual for basic Christian living. The first chapter of this document is titled “The Two Ways” and talks about the way of life and the way of death. The piece quoted in our book from page 303 to 305 comes from The Way of Life and sounds pretty much like reading Matthew’s Sermon on the Mount. The Way of Life is to love God, love yourself, love your neighbour, and follow the commandments set out by God. The Didache lays out exactly how you would go about living The Way of Life.
The second way is The Way of Death. According to the Didache, the Way of Death is being sinful and doing all things that leads a person away from being righteous. Essentially the opposite of all the things found in the Way of Life. At the end of this section of the Didache, it says, “Beware, lest anyone lead you astray from this way of righteousness, for he teaches apart from God. For if you can bear the whole yoke of the Lord, you will be perfect; but if you cannot, do as much as you can.”
How often are we
walking the thin line between perfection and failure? We expect so much out of
ourselves. It’s hard to live up to our own expectations! But God doesn’t expect
perfection. God expects us to try the best we can, ask for forgiveness when we
fail, and then to get back on our feet and keep going.
If you're interested in reading The Didache for yourself, follow this link:
Friday, December 5, 2025
Be Prepared: A Sermon for the 2nd Sunday of Advent
Prepare our hearts, oh God, to receive your word. Silence every voice in us but your own, so that we may hear your word. Amen.
When Cass told me she was coming here for my induction service, I gave myself a deadline of her arrival to get as much of the rectory set up as I could before she got here. When she told me she was bringing mystery guests with her, there was suddenly a new and joyful pressure of making sure I was prepared. I set to hanging artwork, making beds, gathering chairs, and putting away everything I wasn’t going to get to in bins and stored in a couple of currently unused rooms. Once that was done, I cleaned the house from top to bottom and filled the fridge and cupboards with food. While it wasn’t perfect and I didn’t get everything done that I wanted, when the first guest arrived, I was as prepared as I was going to be.
I’m sure many of you have similar stories of preparing for guests in your home. They say that nothing cleans a house better than incoming guests! This kind of preparation, while hard work, is easy to do when you know the date of your guest’s arrival. Perhaps some of you have family coming for Christmas so you know that everything needs to be prepared by December 20th. Or maybe you’re going on a trip and so you have preparations to make for that, knowing the date and time of your departure. Or maybe you’re going for surgery and have a preparation list the doctor has given you to do ahead of time.
These are all some examples of how, with a specific timeline in mind, we can get ourselves prepared for the event. But what if we don’t know the date of our guest’s arrival? That’s how it is with Christ. We know that Christ is coming. We’re waiting on the edge of our seats for his arrival. But we ask ourselves, when is he coming and how do we prepare? Let me introduce you to John the Baptist, the man who calls out to us, “prepare the way of the Lord!”
Following the genealogy and a relatively long birth and infancy narrative during the first chapters of Matthew, the writer jumps ahead over the decades to the time of Jesus as an adult, starting with an introduction to John the Baptist. We are in a desert area of Judea, east of Jerusalem, on the banks of the Jordan River. People from all over the place have come down to see this strange man dressed in strange clothes eating strange food. Word has gotten out that he is proclaiming that the kingdom of heaven is near and that we need to get ready. What does he mean? Why is he calling for repentance? Why are folks letting him dunk them in the river? Worst of all, why is he goading the Pharisees and Sadducees? Calling them a brood of vipers?! That’s not going to go over well!
If you read the rest of chapter 3 and head into chapter 4, you will read about the baptism of Jesus by John and the Temptation in the Wilderness, all leading to the ministry of Jesus, which doesn’t begin until the middle of chapter 4 of Matthew. Throughout the first 4 chapters, Matthew makes several connections between John the Baptist and Jesus as Messiah. Jesus and John are cousins so they’ll of course have familial connections, but it goes deeper than that.
The book of Malachi closes with a divine promise, in which God declares: “Lo, I will send you the prophet Elijah before the great and terrible day of the Lord comes.” Matthew makes the connection between that promise and John the Baptist. For Matthew, John signifies the return of Elijah: “He is Elijah who is to come.” We know this because of how John is dressed. The “clothing of camel’s hair with a leather belt” is how prophets were described to be dressed throughout the Hebrew Scriptures. God has sent John ahead of Jesus so that he could give instructions on how to prepare for Jesus’ arrival. Not his cousin Jesus, but Jesus the Messiah.
Advent is a time to prepare for remembering and re-experiencing the birth of Jesus, and to prepare for the second coming of Jesus and the final manifestation of the Realm of Heaven. Throughout Advent, the church thinks afresh about how to join God in the movement towards a world that is more like the realm of heaven. And who better an Advent guide than John the Baptist, whose instructions for preparation are condensed into one word: “Repent!” John’s message is that the time has come to repent because the agent through whom God will affect the transformation from this age to the next is now revealed. Repentance is the first step towards joining Jesus in the community moving towards the Realm of Heaven.
The root meaning of “to repent” is “to turn” or to have a dramatic change of mind and direction. To repent is turn away from the values and practices of the old age such as idolatry, violence, injustice, exploitation, slavery, and scarcity. To repent is to turn away from those sins and turn towards the values and practices of the Realm of God. Repentance includes feeling sorry for one’s personal sins, but it is much more than a simple apology. Repentance is the action behind the apology. Repentance also underscores that change isn’t necessary for change’s sake, but rather that change is necessary because we’ve become aware that our actions are out of step with God’s deep desire for peace and equity for all God’s people and for the whole of creation. Repentance, in short, is realizing that you’ve been traveling one way, that God is pointing you a different way, and that you humbly change course accordingly.
Once named that way, of course, repentance can get pretty daunting pretty quickly. I mean, goodness, there are so many things I could repent of, we as a community and nation could repent of, even we as a species could and should repent of.
• Pollution and climate change.
• Poverty and food scarcity.
• Racial and gender injustice.
• The lack of clean water.
• Crime and violence.
• And the list goes on.
I’m overwhelmed just thinking about it! It’s mighty tempting to give up on the whole repentance thing, hunker down with our current and comfortable friends and biases, and get back to watching our favorite television series on Netflix.
But on this 2nd Sunday in Advent, consider an element of your life of which you would like to repent – that is, change direction.
• Is there an unhealthy relationship you want to repair or address?
• Can you imagine using your time differently and toward better ends?
• Is there some practice or habit you might take up that would produce more abundant life for you or those around you?
I’ll give you a few moments to ponder those questions.
Now, can you identify an element of our communal lives that needs repentance?
• How can we help that repentance?
• Volunteer at a local charitable
agency?
• Get to know someone who is quite
different from you – ethnically or politically or generationally – and try to
build a more robust community?
If we can think of repentance more concretely and, indeed, engage in just two acts of repentance – one personal, one more communal – we might go a long way in redeeming not just repentance but Advent itself. Because Advent has shrunk, I think, in our imaginations. For too long we’ve concluded that Advent, otherwise known as the month of December, is the season when we are scolded for not preparing for Christmas adequately – slow down, stop buying presents, make time for church, don’t get caught up in the holiday glitz. Do you know what I mean?
We’re so worried about the spirit of Christmas disappearing, but what about the spirit of Advent. The preparation of making room for Christ’s arrival, to be surprised again that God was and continues to be willing to enter into our lives and history and take on our vulnerability in order to give us hope. The God we know in Jesus comes down out of heaven to take on our burdens and give us hope by being with us and for us, not screaming repentance but inviting a more abundant life and helping us to see in the face of our neighbor not a competitor for scarce resources but a sibling in Christ.
If Advent is a time to slow down, it’s so that we can have more authentic life, not less Christmas. Advent is a season of hope. And if repentance takes hold, then it will lead to peace. It will place the neighbour before us, so that we might be in peaceful relationship. Advent is a time of multiple preparations – for a baby to be born; for the baby, grown into a man, to begin his ministry; and for the Messianic Son of Man, crucified and resurrected, to return. This 2nd week of Advent causes us to remember that because of Jesus we can experience a Christmas free from turmoil and chaos. Regardless of our circumstances or our situations, Jesus offers us peace and hope that passes all understanding.
Amen.
Thursday, December 4, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 47
Chapter 47 – The
Golden Rule
In
everything do to others as you would have them do to you, for this is the Law
and the Prophets. Matthew (7:12)
The Golden Rule is something that most of us will have learned in our lives, even if our family had nothing to do with religion. Being kind to others doesn’t need a person to have a religious belief. The Golden Rule is a universal ethical principle stating that you should treat others as you would like to be treated. It requires reciprocity and empathy. It has universal application in that the principle applies to all human relationships. As well, despite all of their perceived differences, most religions have a Golden Rule. Here are a few examples:
·
Christianity: “Do to others what you want them to do
to you.” (Matthew 7:21)
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Judaism: “That which is hateful to you, do not do
to your fellow. That is the whole Torah; the rest is commentary.” (Talmud,
Shabbat 31a)
·
Buddhism: “Do not hurt others in ways you yourself
would find hurtful” (Udanavarga 5:18)
·
Hinduism: “This is the sum of duty: do nothing to
others that would cause you pain if done to you.” (Mahabharata 5:117)
·
Islam: “None of you believes until he wishes
for his brother what he wishes for himself.” (An-Nawawi’s Forty Hadith 13)
·
Baha’i: “Hurt not others in ways that you
yourself would find hurtful.” (Udana-Varga, 5:18)
·
Confucianism: “When one cultivates to the utmost the
principles of his nature, and exercises them on the principle of reciprocity,
he is not far from the path. What you do not like when done to yourself, do not
do to others.” (Li Ki 28.1.32)
But we must remember that the Gospel is not a set of legalistic rules. The Gospel is a gift from God meant to guide our spirits in the way of following the Golden Rule. As Roger L Shinn states, “Love, mercy, forgiveness, the spirit of the Beatitudes – here we find the spirit in which Jesus meant the Golden Rule.” (p. 299)
Wednesday, December 3, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 46
Chapter 46 – Ask,
Seek, Knock
“Ask,
and it will be given to you; search, and you will find; knock, and the door
will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives, and everyone who
searches finds, and for everyone who knocks, the door will be opened. Is there
anyone among you who, if your child asked for bread, would give a stone? Or if
the child asked for a fish, would give a snake? If you, then, who are evil,
know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in
heaven give good things to those who ask him!” Matthew (7:7-11)
Ask,
and you will receive. This is one of the many lessons we learn from Jesus in this
sermon. Want something from God? Pray, ask, and you will receive it. We are
told to pray without ceasing as a way to maintain our relationship with God.
But
praying in this manner isn’t just asking for things and hoping to receive them.
Praying to God is about building up your relationship with God, and also with
yourself. Praying it about learning how to recognize that a relationship with
God means that you can ask to leave your burdens in God’s hands, thus receiving
relief from stress, sadness, and anger. Asking and receiving isn’t always about
material goods. In fact, most of the time, it’s about spiritual and emotional
needs.
Seeking
out a relationship with God means that you’re ready to receive all of what it
means to be in relationship with God – grace, mercy, forgiveness, and, most of
all, unconditional love. Ask, and you will receive all of this and more. Ask
and seek, and you will receive an abundance of love that you’ll hardly know
what to do with it all. Ask and seek, and you will receive the gift of being
able to lay your burdens down, even if only for a while.
Everyone who asks, everyone who seeks, will receive. No if, ands, or buts about it.






