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Friday, November 28, 2025
A Review of the Book "Helter Skelter" by Vincent Bugliosi
Thursday, November 27, 2025
A Review of the Book "The Next Person You Meet in Heaven" by Mitch Albom
A Review of the Book "Fatty Legs" by Christy Jordan-Fenton & Margaret-Olemaun Pokiak-Fenton
Wednesday, November 26, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 44
Chapter 44 –
Judging Others
“Do
not judge, so that you may not be judged. For the judgment you give will be the
judgment you get, and the measure you give will be the measure you get. Why do
you see the speck in your neighbor’s eye but do not notice the log in your own
eye? Or how can you say to your neighbor, ‘Let me take the speck out of your
eye,’ while the log is in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the log out
of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the speck out of your
neighbor’s eye.” Matthew (7:1-5)
I
enjoyed Anthony de Mello’s contribution to this chapter. De Mello talks about the
possibility that when we judge others, we are actually judging something about ourselves.
He states, “Every time you find yourself irritated or angry with someone, the
one to look at is not that person but yourself.” (282) De Mello reflects that
perhaps the irritation we see in others is something that we find irritating about
ourselves, therefore we project that irritation back to the other person.
No
matter what, it is not our place to judge. People make their own choices in
life and who are we to judge what they do. That isn’t to say that you shouldn’t
call someone out when they are being harmful or hurtful to another person, or
if they are breaking the law, or are about to find themselves in danger. Not
judging does not mean not confronting sin.
However,
the speck and the log in our eye that Jesus talks about certainly comes into
play if we deem ourselves better than another for whatever reason. A better
person. A better parent. A better Christian. It is not our place to determine what
is “better”. Only God will be our ultimate judge. In the meantime, our job is
to live in the best way we can, love as much as we can, and do all that we can
to take care of our neighbours.
In these verses, Jesus is calling us to worry more about removing the plank from our own eye than from the eye of others. As they say on airplanes, put your own mask own before trying to help others.
Sunday, November 23, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 43
Chapter 43 – God’s
Kingdom First
“But
seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will
be given to you as well. So do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will
bring worries of its own. Today’s trouble is enough for today.” Matthew (6:33-34)
Jesus
wasn’t a king, nor did he want to be. Jesus was sent to us to teach us how to
love. He didn’t ask for worshipers and wasn’t looking to start a new religion. He
wasn’t asking anyone to call him “your majesty” or to fall to their knees
before him. Wealth and fame meant nothing to him. I mean c’mon! The guy rode to
his death on the back of a donkey! No luxurious horse or carriage to be seen.
At
no time did Jesus claim to be a king. He was certainly a leader, a great
leader, but he was not a king. In fact, he reflected that question back at
Pilate in Luke’s chapter 23 verse 3: “Then Pilate asked him, ‘Are you the king
of the Jews?’ He answered, ‘You say so.’”
Jesus
was mockingly labelled as the King of the Jews and ridiculed by the crowds, the
soldiers, and even the criminals hanging from their own crosses next to Jesus. Everyone
mocked him, asking why as King and Messiah, he didn’t save himself. The crowds
were furious because they believed that if Jesus wouldn’t save himself how on
earth could he save the people of Jerusalem?
But
Jesus does not come down off his cross to prove his supposedly kingly status.
Instead, he remains on that instrument of torture and humiliation as a
representative of all who suffer unjustly. And he does not promise a better
tomorrow but instead offers to redeem us today.
Jesus was not sent to rule the people of Israel and all the earth. Jesus was sent to be a teacher…a mentor…a leader…to show us how to love ourselves and how to love one another in order to find peace. Peace and reconciliation for all of creation are signs of the kingdom of God in Jesus. Whether it will reside above the clouds, beyond the stars, in our hearts or, most likely, in a dimension well beyond our current comprehension: Christ’s kingdom will come. Jesus will reign in love and peace and serenity: King of Kings, Lord of Lords. That’s the kind of king we have. The question now becomes – what kind of subjects will we be?
Friday, November 21, 2025
A Year-Long Exploration of the Sermon on the Mount: Week 42
Chapter 42 –
Beyond Worry
‘“Therefore
I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will
drink, or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food and
the body more than clothing? Look at the birds of the air: they neither sow nor
reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you
not of more value than they? And which of you by worrying can add a single hour
to your span of life? And why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies
of the field, how they grow; they neither toil nor spin, yet I tell you, even
Solomon in all his glory was not clothed like one of these. But if God so
clothes the grass of the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown
into the oven, will he not much more clothe you—you of little faith? Therefore
do not worry, saying, ‘What will we eat?’ or ‘What will we drink?’ or ‘What
will we wear?’ For it is the gentiles who seek all these things, and indeed
your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things.’ (Matthew 6:25-32)
Do
not worry. This is the message from Jesus in this bit of his sermon on the
mount. Do not worry. Not exactly the easiest statement. It is in our human
nature to worry – about food, clothing, money, other people, etc. We humans worry
about everything! What Jesus wants us to do is lay our worries at God’s feet. Hand
our worries over to God and let God do the worrying. Easy as pie, right? Ha!
It's
not easy, but it can be done. Through prayer, we can lay out our worries and
ask God to walk with us, to help us carry the burden so that some of the weight
can be lifted. We can pray to God to help us find someone willing to share the
burden with us. We can talk it out with our family and/or our friends. We can
release our worries to our therapist or our psychiatrist. There are many ways
that we can use to relieve ourselves of the worry that we have in our hearts.
And sometimes, we need to realize that there are worries that we can’t do anything about. We can only control what we can control. Anything else is out of our hands. It’s of these things that Jesus calls out to us, “Do not worry.” Knowing the difference between what is and is not in our control will mean the difference between crumbling under the worry and working our way through it.
The King’s Subjects: A Sermon for Christ the King Sunday
May only truth be
spoken and may only truth be heard. Amen.
I
had to double check the calendar to make sure that we were in November and not
April. The passage from Luke’s Gospel today sure seems like something out of
the Easter season, didn’t it? Today is the last Sunday of the church year and
being Year C, the lectionary has landed this beauty of a reading in our laps.
Although it seems out of sync with the rest of the church calendar, it is an
important set of events that perhaps really does deserve a second look as we
head into the season of Advent.
Not
only is today the last Sunday of the liturgical calendar, it’s also Christ the
King Sunday. It’s a celebration of the all-embracing authority of Christ as
King and Lord of all things. Officially called "The Feast of Our Lord
Jesus Christ the King," these festivities were instituted by Pope Pius XI
in the 1920s as a way to fight the rising secularism in Europe by reminding
Christian faithful that Christ must reign in our hearts, our minds, our wills,
and our bodies. The feast is celebrated on the final Sunday of Ordinary Time,
the Sunday before Advent.
Actually,
it is quite fitting that the feast celebrating Christ's kingship is observed
right before Advent, when we liturgically wait for the promised Messiah. During
Eastertide, the Passion narrative emphasizes the trials, pain, and suffering
that Jesus endures as he makes his way to his gruesome death. The point is to
show how he suffered and died to atone for our sins and then there is the
celebration of his resurrection as he is risen from the dead to be with God for
all eternity. And I could talk about that again as it is important for us to
remember what Jesus has done for us. Instead, let’s talk about kings.
What
do we know about kings? Today, the language of kingship is outmoded and
sometimes offensive. There are good reasons for this. We don't live under
kings, so the metaphor feels irrelevant. And we're rightly repulsed at how the
reigns of kings, at times, meant a reign of terror for most subjects — massive
wealth and power attained by cruelty and exploitation, which was then passed on
by birthright to people who did nothing to deserve it.
Kings
have become almost obsolete, a way of leading that no longer holds much of our
attention, at least here in Canada and here at St Peter. But, once upon a time,
Christ was hailed as king in the midst of a people who did understand kingship,
and particularly Christ’s kingship over them. But what kind of king was Jesus?
Each
of the synoptic Gospels presents a slightly different picture of Christ as
King. In Mark, Christ is Israel's true king, but his kingship is hidden in
suffering and rejection. In Chapter 15, a centurion declares, "Truly this
man was God's Son!" but yet Christ dies on the cross under the mocking
banner "King of the Jews."
In
Matthew, Jesus is the God-authorized Son and Israel's Messiah who teaches with
heavenly authority concerning the will of God and performs miracles that give
authority to his teachings. Jesus as King in Matthew is, in the words that both
open and close his gospel, "God with us".
In
Luke, Jesus is the Son of a God who, through Jesus' ministry, grants
forgiveness of sins to the repentant and the gift of salvation through the
bestowal of the Holy Spirit. In today’s Gospel reading, three times Jesus is
mentioned as king: by the soldiers at the cross in verse 37 “If you are the
King of the Jews, save yourself!”, on the inscription nailed to the cross in
verse 38 “This is the King of the Jews”, and by the criminal asking to be remembered
when Jesus comes into his kingdom in verse 42.
But
really, Jesus wasn’t a king, nor did he want to be. Jesus was sent to us to
teach us how to love. He didn’t ask for worshipers and wasn’t looking to start
a new religion. He wasn’t asking anyone to call him “your majesty” or to fall
to their knees before him. Wealth and fame meant nothing to him. I mean c’mon!
The guy rode to his death on the back of a donkey! No luxurious horse or
carriage to be seen. At no time did Jesus claim to be a king. He was certainly
a leader, a great leader, but he was not a king. In fact, he reflected that
question back at Pilate in Luke’s chapter 23 verse 3:
“Then Pilate asked him, ‘Are you the
king of the Jews?’
He answered, ‘You say so.’”
Jesus
was mockingly labelled as the King of the Jews and ridiculed by the crowds, the
soldiers, and even the criminals hanging from their own crosses next to Jesus. Everyone
mocked him, asking why as King and Messiah, he didn’t save himself. The crowds
were furious because they believed that if Jesus wouldn’t save himself how on
earth could he save the people of Jerusalem? But Jesus does not come down off
his cross to prove his supposedly kingly status. Instead, he remains on that
instrument of torture and humiliation as a representative of all who suffer
unjustly. And he does not promise a better tomorrow but instead offers to
redeem us today.
Jesus
was not sent to rule the people of Israel and all the earth. Jesus was sent to
be a teacher…a mentor…a leader…to show us how to love ourselves and how to love
one another in order to find peace. Peace and reconciliation for all of
creation are signs of the kingdom of God in Jesus.
I
found a poem that I would like to read to you. It is by Alyce M. McKenzie.
What kind of King
is this? Who is crucified at a place called the Skull?
With a criminal on
his left and a criminal on his right?
What kind of king
is this who forgives rather than executes judgment on those who contest his
power?
What kind of king
is this? Who allows himself to be disrespected and abused without speaking a
word in his own defense?
What kind of king
is this who allows even criminals to mock him without putting them in their
place?
What kind of king
is this whose thoughts are on others rather than his own pain at the peak of
his own undeserved suffering?
How can a
crucified king bring us life?
How can a
forgiving king right the wrongs done to us and that we have done to others?
How can a peaceful
king end the wars that rage within us and around us?
How can a
compassionate king find the strength to lead us?
From
the very beginnings of all the gospels, the “the kingdom” is proclaimed
repeatedly. It is clearly more than a metaphor. It is a state of mind. It is a
destination. Whether it will reside above the clouds, beyond the stars, in our
hearts or, most likely, in a dimension well beyond our current comprehension:
Christ’s kingdom will come. Jesus will reign in love and peace and serenity:
King of Kings, Lord of Lords. That’s the kind of king we have. The question now
becomes – what kind of subjects will we be?
Can
you feel how the world has changed this year? Over the last few years? Can you
feel the tension growing, the fear? Stories of racist graffiti spray-painted on
Mosques, Synagogues, churches, and schools. Governments working to remove
access to gender-affirming care and safe spaces for the transgender community.
People being taken from their homes and places of work to be deported to their
country of origin. Shelters for the unhoused being torn down without a plan to
help the people affected.
Are
these the types of subjects the Jesus wants? I highly doubt it. Now more than
ever we need to listen to the Gospels and take to heart Jesus’ emphasis on
loving all people, not just a select few. No one person or group or ethnicity
is better than any others. We are all human. We are all God’s creation. And we
all have the right to exist, to have beliefs, to love, and to be loved. That’s
the kind of subjects we need to be. If we are calling Jesus our king and he is
the king of love and kindness, then as his subjects, we are meant to be the
givers of love and kindness, as it is through love and kindness that we will reveal
the existence of Jesus’ kingdom here on earth.
Amen.



