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Tuesday, September 26, 2023
A Review of the Book "Looking Anxiety in the Face" by Herbert Brokering
Friday, September 22, 2023
Daily Bread: A Sermon for the 17th Week After Pentecost
Grace, Mercy, and
Peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour. Amen.
The
Gospel story today is often called the Labourers in the Vineyard. It begins and
revolves around two kinds of people.
The
first is a landowner or, more specifically, the owner of a vineyard. As is true
today, if you own a vineyard, you’re probably doing pretty well in life. The
other characters are the day laborers, and they live at pretty much the other
end of the economic ladder. Day laborers are people who don’t have a regular
job. People who go into the town each morning hoping they’ll find work so they
can feed their family. They’re not beggars, they’re not destitute, but they
pretty much live right on the edge of poverty.
When
the parable starts, the owner of a vineyard needs some help. It’s likely
harvest time and the work is plentiful, so he goes into town at dawn to hire
some additional workers, agreeing with them on a wage of one denarius for a 12
hour day, about the amount it takes to feed a family for a day.
As
the day goes on, it turns out that the land owner needs more help, so he goes
out again at 9 in the morning and tells some more laborers that if they work,
he’ll pay then what is right. No amount is named, just a promise that he will
do right by them. And then he goes out again at noon, and then once more at 3
in the afternoon, and finally one last time at 5 p.m., which is kind of a
head-scratcher, because there’s only one hour left in the twelve-hour work day.
But he hires them too and sends them into the vineyard.
At
6 in the evening, he tells his manager to settle accounts, and the folks who
came last and worked only one hour are paid first. When they show up, they are
likely astounded that they received a full day’s wage. That’s right. They’ve
worked just one hour – about 8 ½ % of the work day, but they’re getting a 100%
of a full day’s wage. Which means they’re likely not just surprised, but probably
overjoyed. Maybe the only people happier than those hired at the last hour are
those hired at the first. Think about it. They worked twelve hours and just saw
the dudes who only worked one hour get a full day’s wage. So, it’s not hard to
imagine that they’re expecting to get more, maybe a lot more. But when they
show up to be paid, they also get a single denarius. That doesn’t seem fair. I
mean, they worked for twelve hours, enduring, as they understandably grumble,
the scorch of the sun all day long. They feel they deserve more.
It’s
all too easy for us to dismiss these laborers as ungrateful or selfish or, to
borrow a biblical phrase, hard of heart. But their reaction is pretty much what
most of us would have felt had we been in their shoes. What happens to them
simply does not add up and so doesn’t seem fair. Never mind it’s what was
contracted – if those who worked an hour received a day’s wage, then those who
worked so much longer deserve more. But in an act of generosity, the owner of
the vineyard throws aside normal practices for payment. Rather, he gives the
laborers what is “right.” While it seems terribly wrong to the diligent folks
who have worked all day, it is right in the owner’s eyes that everyone goes
home with enough pay to buy food for their families.
But
these workers want fairness; who can blame them. They feel cheated because they
calculated their wages in accord with what the manger paid the latecomers. The
manager responds that he has acted not with fairness in mind but rather with
love expressed through generosity.
If
you’re someone who works in the financial industry, this parable goes against pretty
much every business practice. But we can’t get bogged down in the economics of
this story. If we do, we will miss the whole point. The parable was not told to
teach about money; it was told to teach about grace.
Let’s
take a look back at the verses that come right before today’s gospel reading:
“Then Peter said
in reply, “Look, we have left everything and followed you. What then will we
have?” Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, at the renewal of all things,
when the Son of Man is seated on the throne of his glory, you who have followed
me will also sit on twelve thrones, judging the twelve tribes of Israel. And
everyone who has left houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or wife
or children or fields for my name’s sake will receive a hundredfold and will
inherit eternal life. But many who are first will be last, and the last will be
first.”
Peter
is saying, “look Jesus, we were your first choice, we’ve been around since the
beginning, following you around, what do we get out of it?” and Jesus goes, “Pete,
stop worrying so much about who’s first and who’s last. In the end, everyone
gets into the Kingdom of God.”
There
is this belief that the longer you’ve been doing God’s work, the longer that
you’ve been following Christ, the bigger your reward should be in the
afterlife. And that the stronger your faith, the more you’ve earned your spot
in heaven. But the thing is, God is a terrible bookkeeper. God doesn’t keep a
tally of all the things you’ve done in your life, as if ticking your way to the
front of the line at Heaven’s Gates.
The landowner in our story pays every laborer the
same because that’s the way God operates. God does not show partiality. God does
not require payment for love. In this parable, Matthew is reminding us of the
wonder of God’s grace and that God’s love for us, for everyone, is
unconditional. Imagine a world in which preferences are not shown to some,
where all people are welcomed and treated the same. Such a world could really
become a priesthood of all believers.
None
of us are born Christians. We don’t become Christians until baptism, whether as
a baby or by choice when you’re older. But the God we discover in Jesus is the
God who looks at us in love and overlooks all those places we fall short and
chooses to treat us with unmerited grace, mercy, and generosity.
We
are the latecomers to the vineyard, those who had no good reason to expect such
lavish generosity. Instead of worrying about getting what we deserve, we need
to see the world through the lens of the Kingdom of God. What would happen if
everyone got their “daily bread”? Who are we neglecting or pushing to the
margins, instead of making sure they are being see as equal and worthy?
The
labourers in this story thought they weren’t getting what they deserved even
though it was exactly what they agreed to. It’s a good time to remind ourselves
of the overwhelming gospel message:
Justice is getting what we deserve.
Mercy is not getting what we
deserve.
Grace is getting what we don’t deserve.
We
don’t deserve God’s mercy. We didn’t earn God’s love. And yet, here we are. Receiving
our “daily bread” from God – peace, love, mercy, and grace. Perhaps only those
who think they don’t measure up are ready to receive God’s grace. To have faith
is to embrace this possibility and to discover grace as hope and vindication
for our lives. Even those coming to this faith late in life will have a spot in
heaven. They too will receive their “daily bread”.
And
that is good news indeed.
Amen
Friday, September 15, 2023
Divisions and Judgements: A Sermon for the 16th Week After Pentecost
Grace, Mercy, and
Peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour. Amen.
Well,
as the summer comes to an end, we’ve also come to the end of our work on the letter
of Paul to the Romans. Of all the letters believed to be truly written by Paul,
this letter is the only one not written to a church he had founded and knew
well. Paul wrote to the Romans as an introduction and to prepare them for his
arrival in their city. A bit like an agenda with reports and material sent
around before a parish council meeting. Paul is most concerned about telling
the Romans about the issues of justification and salvation and that one of the
consequences of our justification and salvation in and through Christ is that
we will be transformed. Not only physically on the day of resurrection, but in
our hearts, minds, and spirits as well.
Up
to this point, some of the things Paul has talked about are what it means to believe
in God, what it means to have faith, the practicalities of living in community,
and the redemption through Jesus Christ that can be accessed through faith and
action. And today it’s all about pitting meat eaters against vegetarians!
No,
wait. That doesn’t sound right. That’s what it reads like though, doesn’t it? “The
weak eat only vegetables”. That’s what it says.
After
all of Paul’s talk about family, community, being welcoming to the stranger, loving
the neighbour, forgiving the enemy…he’s got something against those who choose
not to eat meat?
Not
really. Paul is talking about the culture of eating meat, or more accurately,
eating food that is unclean, not kosher. Jewish religious laws around food were
pretty sticky and as Paul tries to bring more people towards conversion to
Christianity, one of his points is that having faith in Jesus is more than just
following a bunch of rules. It means caring about people more than caring about
the food you put in your mouth.
That
said, I don’t think the people who created the lectionary wanted us to start a
debate between being a carnivore and being a vegetarian. There has to be more
meat in this reading, pun intended. This passage is more than just about eating
meat or vegetables. It’s about division and differences. This is about a Roman
community that was both Jewish and Christian and they were struggling to figure
out who was right, who was more faithful. For example, should they honour the last
day, Saturday, as the sabbath, or the Lord’s Day, Sunday?
What
Paul was trying to say here is that these divisions that were both frustrating and
meaningful shouldn't divide us fully. The community is what matters, and we
should hold together in love. It’s love that binds us together. We can dispute
and we can argue but that's not the point. Paul said to not just tolerate those
who are weak in faith, but to show hospitality, to go the extra mile and make
the weak feel welcomed. And he isn’t trying to say that some people have better
faith or more faith than others. But he is saying that we should be welcoming
to all people, even those with whom you disagree.
Jesus
didn't come to die and live so that we could argue over how to baptize or whether
to eat meat or on what day we should celebrate. Jesus came so that we might
have life, so that he might be the Lord of the living and the dead. And yet we
judge one another, and we divide one another, sometimes even saying these divisions
are done in God’s name. It is tough to praise God if you are busy passing
judgment on other people. And yet, that’s often what we do. While we might not
be arguing about the same things anymore, although the debate about eating meat
still goes on in health circles, there are still plenty of divisions within our
churches. Will we sing praise music, or traditional hymns? Should we read from
the NRSV, or the NIV (or the KJV or the CEB)? Will we come forward to receive
Holy Communion or will we receive The Meal in our seats?
We
also remain divided over things like the inclusion, acceptance, ordination, and
blessing of women, people of colour, and 2SLGBTQ+ persons. For every place that
is truly affirming, there is a place that is not. And just when you think
progress is being made, society slides backwards in the conversation.
Love
the sinner, hate the sin. Right? Love the sinner, hate the sin regarding 2SLGBTQ+
assumes that 2SLGBTQ+ is a choice and a sinful choice. Being 2SLGBTQ+ or
straight is not a choice but the way in which we are beautifully and
wonderfully made by God. It is not a sin. White supremacy, hate speech, hate
actions, racism - these are choices and sins. These actions need to be called
out, exposed for the destructive lies they are, and those who continue to
espouse them must be held accountable.
I’m
not sure if you heard, but there is wind of a school walkout and rally at city
halls across the country, including Winnipeg, Brandon, Winkler, and Steinbach. These
anti-trans/anti-queer events target eliminating queer-affirming resources in
public schools. Things like safe spaces for queer students, education on sexual
orientations and gender identities, and allowing students to choose name and
pronouns without parental consent. The group who are apparently made up of concerned
parents feel that the teachers should “out” their students, even if the
household isn’t a safe space, which it often isn’t. The group trying to rally
is also against queer and gender-affirming medical care which can be especially
dangerous for transgender people. The lack of medical care – therapists,
doctors, medications, surgeons – leads to an increase in death by suicide in
that community.
I
understand Paul's call that we still have to love, that love is ultimate, that love
is everything. Easy enough for some, but what about those being rejected by
society, by family, by community? That’s the hard part. It’s not about “anything
goes”. I mentioned that when I talked about forgiveness. Well, it applies here,
too. Loving everyone doesn’t mean “everything goes”. This could too easily be
interpreted as a sit back and, for the sake of the community, love everybody
and don't rock the boat. I doubt Paul would be telling us not to rock the boat.
Jesus was a great boat rocker and Paul was repeatedly thrown into prison. Rocking
the boat is exactly what we need to do in order to bring justice to those on
the margins. When a group of people want to cause harm to another group of
people, we need to stand up and rock the boat.
Very
few challenges in the Christian life can compare with the challenge of really
loving one another despite how different we all are. However, at our core we
are all children of God, created in God's image. God is the God of all people
and God calls us to love and pray for our enemies and those who hate and
persecute us. To us, these are the people who are weak of faith. And we are
called to welcome them to our table, just as Christ welcomed all sinners to his
table.
Paul
acknowledges that devout people can have radically different convictions and
still be good and faithful people. It is too easy to judge each other,
especially when society constantly barrages us with the idea that people are “less
than” simply because of race, gender, sexual orientation, or religious
background. But we need to resist demonizing each other and remember that we
mere mortals have no right to judge. Verse 12 in todays reading, “so then, each
of us will be accountable to God.” There is only one judge, and it isn’t me, it
isn’t us. If, in the end, I am wrong about who God intended for me to include,
then I will answer to the Almighty on my final day. Until then, all are truly
welcome to my table because I believe that God calls us to live as a community that
embraces all and sees all as equal, so that together our knees will bow before
God. We are all people called by grace and by God not to judge but to worship
and to serve.
Amen.
Saturday, September 9, 2023
Agents of Reconciliation: A Sermon for the 15th Week After Pentecost
Grace, Mercy, and
Peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour. Amen.
Over
the last couple of weeks, we have spent time talking about community – what it
is, what it takes to be part of one. Here’s what we’ve learned. The church is a
community of loving people all working together, using our unique gifts, acknowledging
our calling to be a living sacrifice in the name of Jesus. The church is a
community of people who love you, who know your name, and are concerned about
you. And Paul tells us that the love we feel within this community should be
genuine and full of God’s grace and mercy.
Now,
within any community there can be conflict, no matter how much we want to avoid
it. It can happen any time and any where and we often feel ill-equipped to
handle a matter of conflict. As a community, we need to learn how to deal with conflict
which then, hopefully, leads to reconciliation both for the community and for
the person. Loving your neighbour doesn’t always look like you would expect.
Sometimes loving your neighbour means coming to terms with harms done and walking
the path of reconciliation. In Matthew’s gospel, Jesus provides a blueprint for
addressing conflicts. And each step draws us closer to one another in
reconciliation.
The
beginning of the process is realizing that you have either harmed someone else
or you have been harmed by someone. In the text, Christ instructs us, as people
of faith, to go directly to the person we are arguing with and work together to
find a solution. This step draws us closer to one another and allows us to gain
greater insight and understanding. It humanizes our issue and asks us to commit
to the work of health and wholeness. But it’s scary! What it does not say: Go
to two or three or twelve of your closest friends and gossip about it. It says
to go to the person who wronged you and talk it out. We should start praying
for courage now.
Truth-telling
isn’t easy but it’s vital for an authentic, a genuine relationship. A loving relationship
needs to be an honest one. So, when it’s realized that a harm has occurred, it
is vital to acknowledge it. And then it takes more than a simply saying “I’m
sorry”. There needs to be some sort of action. In order for true reconciliation
to happen there must be change – in the person, in the situation.
A
piece of that reconciliation is forgiveness. In fact, forgiveness might be the
hardest part. Forgiveness is not about saying what happened was ok. It is not
about releasing the other person of responsibility. It means releasing a burden.
It means letting go of the guilt or the grudge. It’s hard to carry the extra weight
of things that happened in the past. Forgiveness means letting go of what you’re
carrying. When we let go of things, we release ourselves of the world we have
created in our mind and our expectations of how life plays out for everyone
around us. Letting go opens the doors to new possibilities and a renewal in the
heart. It is an opening to a new day, a new beginning, and a new hope for
living.
It
is human nature to resist letting go. We try to protect our way of life and
control the stories people believe about us. The inconvenient truth is that our
lives and possessions are passing away, and all the unhealthy relationships we
cling to are already dying or dead. So, rehashing in our head something that
happened in the past can be like pushing a heavy boulder uphill. A day will
come when you realize you are holding on to nothing. Whatever crisis you are
trying to repair or mend, remind yourself you are not really in control of the
outcome. And at that moment, when you realize you're not in control, open your
mind, your heart, and hands and let it go.
If
the struggle persists, Christ then invites us to seek out support from an
outside perspective, one who can draw us closer to each other through careful
guidance. In each step toward resolution, Jesus calls us to remain focused on
building connections with others instead of shutting them out. Even if an
outside party cannot help to resolve our tensions, Jesus teaches us that we
should seek support from our church. We should look for resources and tools to
aid us in our pursuit of harmony.
To
summarize, address the person. If that doesn’t work, bring in a neutral party.
And if that doesn’t work, bring in the church community. Now I’m not sure Jesus’
way is the perfect way. How many of you would feel comfortable taking care of
conflict like this? Maybe the 1st century approach won’t work
exactly for the 21st century, but that doesn’t mean we should cast Jesus’
words aside.
At
the end of the gospel reading, Jesus says, “for where two or three are gathered
in my name, I am there among them.” In this statement there is a word of
promise that Jesus is with us, “I am there.” Jesus promises us that he is
present, that his presence is real for us, when we are gathered in his name. It
is just as important for our communities to know that we are present for them. Through
thick and thin, through good times and bad, through peace and through conflict.
Jesus will always be there with us, to walk with us, and to give us strength
and courage.
Forgiveness
and reconciliation are hard work. But if we are to have community, love
requires us to address the inevitable conflicts that comes with being in
relationship with each other. Sweeping things under the rug, holding a grudge,
rushing to an inauthentic forgiveness…none of these are healthy for relationship.
Not with each other, and certainly not with God.
And
condemnation is also not the answer. As a community, we should also care for
the one who offended. Again, this is not “letting them get away with it.” Caring
for the one who offended means acknowledging the harm done and that it wasn’t
ok. As we are all emotional human beings, it is important to understand that
all actions come from somewhere or something. There is healing to be done for
all involved, even the offender. It is not about winning and losing, it is
about reconciliation, and about being in relationship.
This community that we’ve been talking about these past three weeks, this community called church, is a place of mutual interdependence, where each member is incomplete without the other, where the suffering of one is the suffering of all. It means that conflict between members affects both the individuals and the whole community. When we enter into Christian community, we bind ourselves to each other with Christ at the head. And the ministry of reconciliation must always be at the heart of our community, at the heart of our ministry. When members are in conflict, Jesus tells us to treat them as “a gentile or a tax collector.” Far from shunning them, Jesus calls us to never give up on them, never stop reaching out to them in love, and always pray for grace to restore what has been broken. As living sacrifices in service to God and in the name of Jesus, we are called to be agents of reconciliation to each other and to the world that God loves.
Amen.
Friday, September 1, 2023
A Review of the Book "Mary of Nazareth" by Marek Halter
A Review of the Book "The Ghost Woods" by C J Cooke
Genuine Love: A Sermon for the 14th Week After Pentecost
Grace, Mercy, and
Peace to you in the name of Christ our Saviour.
Last
week, we heard Paul’s statement about how God has gifted various church members
with faith appropriate for different roles in the church. Paul declares that we
are one body in Christ with many members, and that each of us brings unique
gifts into the community.
In
the Catechism found in the Anglican Book of Common Prayer, we acknowledge that
“according to the gifts we have been given” we are to carry on Christ’s work of
reconciliation in the world, here and now, where we are and while we are here.
Paul
acknowledges that we will not all do this the same way. We do not have to all
march in step together, but rather we are to exercise the unique gifts we have
each been given in our own unique ways. Not everyone has the same gifts. Not
everyone has to follow Jesus in just the same way as the next person. The best
news of all being, of course, that no one is expected to do anything that God
has not already equipped us to do.
I
labelled it as “Team Church” – all working together, using our unique gifts, to
be a community called church, a community called to be a living sacrifice in
the name of Jesus.
The reading from Romans today could be considered a group covenant for Christians, a list of core values on which the activities and ministries of church are built, a reminder about how we are meant to live in the days between worship services. Paul’s words are a description and an invitation to Christian community.
So what it is that
he calls us to do? Let’s see if I can set it up in “Ten Commandments style”:
1.
Love
genuinely
2.
Overcome
evil with good
3.
Love
one another
4.
Show
honour to one another
5.
Be
fervent in spirit
6.
Rejoice
in hope
7.
Be
patient in suffering
8.
Be
constant in prayer
9.
Show
hospitality
10.
Bless
those who persecute you
11.
Be
sympathetic
12.
Live
in harmony with one another
13.
Do
not repay evil with evil
14.
Live
peaceably
15. Do not avenge yourselves
Ok so that was way more than ten. Paul has a lot to say about what it means to serve Christ! But there is one common theme: Love.
Love is the overarching paradigm for the whole of Romans chapter 12, the first half about loving God and the second half about loving each other. Paul echoes Jesus in calling attention to love as the key moral norm for God’s people. Jesus had said that all the law and the prophets hang on two commands: love God and love your neighbor as yourself. At the beginning of our reading today, Paul assumes that his audience knows that they are to love, and he presses them to make their love for each other genuine.
Genuine love is more than just being nice to people. Genuine love has a moral orientation toward the good. When we show love toward someone, we are moving them toward God’s goodness. To love someone is not simply to cater to specific likes and dislikes of that person. It is rather to act toward them in ways that help them experience more of God’s goodness.
And while we don’t always like to talk about good and evil as if they are polar opposite absolutes from each other, there are evils in the world that we do need to fight against. There is so much hate, oppression, injustice, deception, manipulation, and violence in the world. We really cannot just sit back and ignore what is going on if we truly believe in justice and peace and freedom, can we?
But Paul tells us that we are not to repay evil with evil. When we oppose those who do evil in our world with anger, we are more likely to perpetuate the evil they do. So how then do we respond to evil? In the same way Jesus did. Jesus knew that only the willingness to respond to hostility with peace, to respond to hatred with forgiveness, can redeem evil. We need to respond with love, genuine love.
Love which does not reject evil is not genuine. Genuine love must reject the systemic evils in our culture and society. This does not mean rejecting the individual, rather rejecting hateful ideology, language, and actions that deny the humanity and prevents others from living fully and freely as God intended.
This is what Jesus meant when he said that those who want to follow him will have to take up the cross. He was calling us all to follow his pattern of responding to evil by not retaliating, but by embracing those who do evil with mercy and kindness and forgiveness. Only when we can embrace those who do evil in our world with genuine love can we hope to respond to what they do in a way that will bring real change – responding to violence with forgiveness, responding to hatred with compassion, responding to hostility with peace. When we do, we have the chance to change not only what they do but more importantly who they are. As we embrace those who do evil, we have the chance to make a change that can create peace and justice and freedom.
The
Gospel of Christ has always been counter-cultural in many ways, but for
centuries “Christendom” masked this reality, in an assumption that we lived in
a “Christian society”. As Christendom has come to an end, Christians have to
make a conscious choice, not just once but multiple times, daily, to choose
whom to follow. To discern how to be in the world but not of the world. Making
the decision to take up Jesus’ cross and respond to the world’s evil with genuine
love is how we will begin to see real change in the world.
As
Christians, we are called to live by a different standard in all parts of life.
It is easy to attend worship each week and leave it all at the door on your way
out. To live according to Paul’s core values that I listed before is a daily commitment.
So why don’t we make that commitment to ourselves and to each other now? Repeat
after me:
I
promise to show hospitality toward others.
I
promise to live in peace and harmony with others.
I
promise to be sympathetic and compassionate to those around me.
I
promise to do good and let God be the judge.
I
promise to bless those who persecute me, and to do what is honorable in the
sight of all.
I
promise to overcome evil with good.
I
promise to rejoice in hope, be patient in suffering, and be constant in prayer.
I
promise to have real and genuine love for others.
By
making these promises to each other, we have committed ourselves to our calling
of being a living sacrifice in the name of Jesus Christ.
Amen.