Friday, February 4, 2022

I Am What I Am


Fifth Sunday After Epiphany

 

**Please note this service is based on the format of the Evangelical Lutheran Church of Canada. Unless otherwise indicated, all prayers come from Evangelical Lutheran Worship (ELW). Hymns and other prayers have been sourced to give appropriate credit.

 

**NRSV translation used for the readings, unless otherwise stated.

 

Introduction to the Day

The fifth Sunday after Epiphany continues to highlight unlikely instruments and circumstances appointed to reveal God’s glory. “Who will go for us?” God asks. A person of unclean lips, a former persecutor of the church of God, and three fishermen who couldn’t catch a thing. More surprising still, perhaps, is that we are also called.

 

Thanksgiving for Baptism

Blessed be the holy Trinity, one God, the fountain of living water, the rock who gave us birth, our light and our salvation.

Amen.

 

Joined to Christ in the waters of baptism, we are clothed with God’s mercy and forgiveness. Let us give thanks for the gift of baptism.

 

We give you thanks, O God,

for in the beginning your Spirit moved over the waters

and by your Word you created the world,

calling forth life in which you took delight.

 

Through the waters of the flood, you delivered Noah and his family.

Through the sea you led your people Israel from slavery into freedom.

At the river your Son was baptized by John and anointed with the Holy Spirit.

By water and your Word, you claim us as daughters and sons,

making us heirs of your promise and servants of all.

 

We praise you for the gift of water that sustains life,

and above all we praise you for the gift of new life in Jesus Christ.

Shower us with your Spirit,

and renew our lives with your forgiveness, grace, and love.

 

To you be given honour and praise

through Jesus Christ our Lord

in the unity of the Holy Spirit, now and forever.

Amen.

 

Gathering Song – Holy, Holy, Holy, Lord God Almighty! (ELW #413)

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Greeting

The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, the love of God,

and the communion of the Holy Spirit be with you all.

And also with you.

 

Kyrie – Kyrie Eleison

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Canticle of Praise – Glory to God

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Prayer of the Day

The Lord be with you.

And also with you.

Let us pray.

Most holy God, the earth is filled with your glory, and before you angels and saints stand in awe. Enlarge our vision to see your power at work in the world, and by your grace make us heralds of your Son, Jesus Christ, our Saviour and Lord.

Amen.

 

Readings

A reading from the Book of Isaiah 6:1-13

In the year that King Uzziah died, I saw the Lord sitting on a throne, high and lofty; and the hem of his robe filled the temple. Seraphs were in attendance above him; each had six wings: with two they covered their faces, and with two they covered their feet, and with two they flew. And one called to another and said:

“Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of hosts;

the whole earth is full of his glory.”

The pivots on the thresholds shook at the voices of those who called, and the house filled with smoke. And I said: “Woe is me! I am lost, for I am a man of unclean lips, and I live among a people of unclean lips; yet my eyes have seen the King, the Lord of hosts!”

Then one of the seraphs flew to me, holding a live coal that had been taken from the altar with a pair of tongs. The seraph touched my mouth with it and said: “Now that this has touched your lips, your guilt has departed and your sin is blotted out.” Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, “Whom shall I send, and who will go for us?” And I said, “Here am I; send me!” And he said, “Go and say to this people:

‘Keep listening, but do not comprehend;

keep looking, but do not understand.’

Make the mind of this people dull,

    and stop their ears,

    and shut their eyes,

so that they may not look with their eyes,

    and listen with their ears,

and comprehend with their minds,

    and turn and be healed.”

Then I said, “How long, O Lord?” And he said:

“Until cities lie waste

    without inhabitant,

and houses without people,

    and the land is utterly desolate;

until the Lord sends everyone far away,

    and vast is the emptiness in the midst of the land.

Even if a tenth part remain in it,

    it will be burned again,

like a terebinth or an oak

    whose stump remains standing

    when it is felled.”

The holy seed is its stump.

 

The word of the Lord.

Thanks be to God.

 

Psalm 138

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I give you thanks, O Lord, with my whole heart;

    before the gods I sing your praise;

I bow down toward your holy temple

    and give thanks to your name for your steadfast love and your faithfulness;

    for you have exalted your name and your word

    above everything.

On the day I called, you answered me,

    you increased my strength of soul.

All the kings of the earth shall praise you, O Lord,

    for they have heard the words of your mouth.

They shall sing of the ways of the Lord,

    for great is the glory of the Lord.

For though the Lord is high, he regards the lowly;

    but the haughty he perceives from far away.

Though I walk in the midst of trouble,

    you preserve me against the wrath of my enemies;

you stretch out your hand,

    and your right hand delivers me.

The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me;

    your steadfast love, O Lord, endures forever.

    Do not forsake the work of your hands.

 

A reading from the First Letter from Paul to the Corinthians 15:1-11

Now I would remind you, brothers and sisters, of the good news that I proclaimed to you, which you in turn received, in which also you stand, through which also you are being saved, if you hold firmly to the message that I proclaimed to you—unless you have come to believe in vain.

For I handed on to you as of first importance what I in turn had received: that Christ died for our sins in accordance with the scriptures, and that he was buried, and that he was raised on the third day in accordance with the scriptures, and that he appeared to Cephas, then to the twelve. Then he appeared to more than five hundred brothers and sisters at one time, most of whom are still alive, though some have died. Then he appeared to James, then to all the apostles. Last of all, as to one untimely born, he appeared also to me. For I am the least of the apostles, unfit to be called an apostle, because I persecuted the church of God. But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace toward me has not been in vain. On the contrary, I worked harder than any of them—though it was not I, but the grace of God that is with me. Whether then it was I or they, so we proclaim and so you have come to believe.

 

The word of the Lord.

Thanks be to God.

 

Gospel Acclamation – Alleluia

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The Holy Gospel according to Luke 5:1-11

Glory to you, O Lord.

Once while Jesus was standing beside the lake of Gennesaret, and the crowd was pressing in on him to hear the word of God, he saw two boats there at the shore of the lake; the fishermen had gone out of them and were washing their nets. He got into one of the boats, the one belonging to Simon, and asked him to put out a little way from the shore. Then he sat down and taught the crowds from the boat. When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Put out into the deep water and let down your nets for a catch.” Simon answered, “Master, we have worked all night long but have caught nothing. Yet if you say so, I will let down the nets.” When they had done this, they caught so many fish that their nets were beginning to break. So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them. And they came and filled both boats, so that they began to sink. But when Simon Peter saw it, he fell down at Jesus’ knees, saying, “Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!” For he and all who were with him were amazed at the catch of fish that they had taken; and so also were James and John, sons of Zebedee, who were partners with Simon. Then Jesus said to Simon, “Do not be afraid; from now on you will be catching people.” When they had brought their boats to shore, they left everything and followed him.

 

The Gospel of the Lord.

Praise to you, O Christ.

 

Sermon

May only truth be spoken and truth heard. 

When doing my research for this week’s sermon, most commentaries leaned towards speaking on the resurrection. For many clergy, the message today will be “Christ died for our sins. He was buried, and on the third day he rose” and then going on about the proof and witnesses (leaving out the women, of course, as Paul does) of Christ’s resurrection.

 

I mean, as Christians, the Easter message is the biggest piece of good news we have! It is our Gospel! Why wouldn’t we talk about it every chance we have?

 

But there is a little nugget in line 10 from Paul’s letter to the Corinthians that appears to have been glossed over, overshadowed by Christianity’s most important event.

 

“But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace toward me has not been in vain. On the contrary, I worked harder than any of them – though it was not I, but the grace of God that is with me.”

 

Just before this line, Paul shows his doubts and expresses his unworthiness to stand in the presence of a God of such great mercy and grace. When Paul refers to himself as “one untimely born,” he uses harsh language to contrast his own worth in the presence of the wondrous gift of the God’s resurrection of Christ.

 

But still, he recognizes that by God’s grace he is able to stand with confidence in God’s presence. “I am what I am”, he says.

 

I am what I am. Quite the statement.

 

A lot of people struggle to accept themselves. Perhaps they have been bullied, or abused, or fall outside societal norms, or know they are different but can’t or won’t name it, or have experienced rejection from friend, family, or church.

 

To say to yourself “I am what I am” is one of the hardest things to do.

 

And even if you can say that to yourself, can you say it to everyone else? Can you push aside how you are treated by the public so that you can live the life that you love, to be the person that you are?

 

Many, I might even throw out the word most, people struggle with this on a daily basis. Instead of being themselves, they push it down (whatever “it” might be) and try to live how their friends, family, society, want them to be.

 

Deciding to live by the phrase “I am what I am” will determine your relationships.

 

In the case of the verse in question, Paul is putting his trust in God’s grace and that he knows that relationship has not been in vain.

 

I am what I am, and God loves me anyway. Living as yourself strengthens your relationship with God, even if it weakens it with others.

 

I can tell you that many queer folx struggle with this question. Being told they are an abomination, they go against nature, they go against God…eventually it becomes easier to hide than to take the bullying and negativity.

 

But one can only hide for so long before it eats away at you. When you hear “no” enough times, you begin to believe it.

 

For queer Christians, there is a battle raging on whether or not they will be accepted by church peers, and more importantly by God.

 

But line 10 here can definitely be used to reassure us all, and I am definitely looking at my queer cohorts, the God does indeed love us and accepts us, just the way we are.

 

“But by the grace of God I am what I am, and his grace toward me has not been in vain. On the contrary, I worked harder than any of them – though it was not I, but the grace of God that is with me.”

 

I am what I am. Period.

 

God’s grace exists for me just as much as it does for you. Period.

 

I am what I am by the grace of God in a private capacity and upon a level with other Christians.

 

I am a chosen vessel of salvation, not by works, nor on account of faith, or any holiness on my part, but by the grace of God.

 

I am regenerated, called, sanctified, justified, pardoned, and adopted by God’s grace.

 

I am a believer in Christ through faith, as a gift of God's grace, and having a good hope of eternal glory the same way.

 

I am what I am – a minister of the Gospel, an apostle – and I am in that office purely by the grace of God.

 

I did nothing to earn God’s grace and love except to be who I am – a child of God in the perfect way that God made me.

 

I pray that you can say the same for yourself.

 

I am what I am. You are what you are. We are what we are. And God loves us anyway.


Amen.


Hymn of the Day – You Have Come Down to the Lakeshore (ELW #817)

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Creed

Let us confess the faith of our baptism, as we say the Apostles’ Creed:

I believe in God, the Father almighty,

creator of heaven and earth.

I believe in Jesus Christ, God’s only Son, our Lord,

who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,

born of the virgin Mary,

suffered under Pontius Pilate,

was crucified, died, and was buried;

he descended to the dead.*

On the third day he rose again;

he ascended into heaven,

he is seated at the right hand of the Father,

and he will come to judge the living and the dead.

I believe in the Holy Spirit,

the holy catholic church,

the communion of saints,

the forgiveness of sins,

the resurrection of the body,

and the life everlasting. Amen.

 

Prayers of Intercession

The Spirit of the Lord is poured out upon us in abundance; so we are bold to pray for the church, the world, and all that God has made.

 

Silence

 

Equip your church to proclaim the good news that we have first received: the forgiveness and grace shown to us through Jesus Christ. Send us out as apostles, sharing the hope of your salvation with a waiting world.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

Holy are you, O God of hosts. Heaven and earth are filled with your glory. Reveal your splendor in fiery sunsets and in deep blue twilights. Teach us to recognize you in the beauty of our natural world.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

Soften the hearts of rulers and governments that they perceive and tend to the needs of their people. Remove corruption and the impulse toward violence. Protect first responders and military personnel who risk their lives in service of others.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

Your steadfast love endures forever; do not abandon those who look to you for

hope and healing. Bless doctors, nurses, social workers, therapists, and all caregivers. Draw near to those who are scared, sick, or in pain.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

The disciples received help from partners as they brought in an abundant catch of fish. So strengthen this congregation’s partnerships with community organizations and ministries. Multiply our shared efforts and bring joy to our relationships.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

Please take time to offer your own intercessions or pray in silence.

 

We give thanks for our ancestors in faith who boldly answered your call. By their example give us courage to live in faith and to proclaim your mercy until the day that you gather us into your glory.

God of grace,

Hear our prayer.

 

Since we have such great hope in your promises, O God, we lift these and all of our prayers to you in confidence and faith; through Jesus Christ our Saviour.

Amen.

 

Peace

The peace of Christ be with you always.

And also with you.

 

Offering Hymn – Here I Am, Lord (ELW #574)

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Offering Prayer

Let us pray.

Blessed are you, O God, Sovereign of the universe. You offer us new beginnings and guide us on our journey. Lead us to your table, nourish us with this heavenly food, and prepare us to carry your love to a hungry world, in the name of Christ our light.

Amen.

 

Dialogue

The Lord be with you.

And also with you.

Lift up your hearts.

We lift them to the Lord.

Let us give thanks to the Lord our God.

It is right to give our thanks and praise.

 

Preface

It is indeed right, our duty and our joy,

that we should at all times and in all places

give thanks and praise to you, almighty and merciful God,

through our Savior Jesus Christ;

who on this day overcame death and the grave,

and by his glorious resurrection opened to us the way of everlasting life.

And so, with all the choirs of angels,

with the church on earth and the hosts of heaven,

we praise your name and join their unending hymn:

 

Holy Lord – Listen Here

 

Thanksgiving at the Table

Blessed are you, O holy God:

you are the Life and Light of all.

By your powerful word you created all things.

Through the prophets you called your people to be a light to the nations.

Blessed are you for Jesus, your Son.

He is your Light, shining in our darkness

and revealing to us your mercy and might.

In the night in which he was betrayed,

our Lord Jesus took bread, and gave thanks;

broke it, and gave it to his disciples, saying:

Take and eat; this is my body, given for you.

Do this for the remembrance of me.

Again, after supper, he took the cup, gave thanks,

and gave it for all to drink, saying:

This cup is the new covenant in my blood,

shed for you and for all people for the forgiveness of sin.

Do this for the remembrance of me.

Remembering, therefore,

his preaching and healing,

his dying and rising,

and his promise to come again,

we await that day when all the universe

will rejoice in your holy and life-giving light.

By your Spirit bless us and this meal,

that, refreshed with this heavenly food,

we may be light for the world,

revealing the brilliance of your Son.

Through him all glory and honor is yours,

Almighty Father, with the Holy Spirit,

in your holy Church,

both now and forever.

Amen.

 

Lord’s Prayer

Gathered into one by the Holy Spirit, let us pray as Jesus taught us.

Our Father, who art in heaven,

hallowed be thy name,

thy kingdom come,

thy will be done,

on earth as it is in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread;

and forgive us our trespasses,

as we forgive those

who trespass against us;

and lead us not into temptation,

but deliver us from evil.

For thine is the kingdom,

and the power, and the glory,

forever and ever. Amen.

 

Invitation to Communion

Come to God’s table.

There is a place for you and enough for all.

 

Sharing of the Eucharist

 

Table Blessing

The body and blood of our Lord

Jesus Christ strengthen you

and keep you in his grace.

Amen.

 

Prayer After Communion

Let us pray.

We give you thanks, gracious God, for we have feasted on the abundance of your house. Send us to bring good news and to proclaim your favor to all, strengthened with the richness of your grace in your Son, Jesus Christ.

Amen.

 

Blessing

God, who leads you in pathways of righteousness, who rejoices over you, and who calls you by name, bless your going out and your coming in, today and forever.

Amen.

 

Sending Song – Will You Come and Follow Me (ELW #798)

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Dismissal

Go with Christ into a weary world.

Share the good news.

Thanks be to God.

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